Don't You Know ? You Take my Breath Away...

hello world

the other day i saw one of my dance show and there was one particular dance that really got my attention... it was a couple dancing together so romantically i think they were doing the rhumba it was so freaking romantic ... maybe it'll happen to me someday sometime some way ... i can dream can't i? ... awyz i'll leave u to imagine i bet u'll know the song...

Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game

On this endless ocean

Finally lovers know no shame

(my fav verse)

Turning and returning

To some secret place inside

Watching in slow motion

As you turn around and say

My love

Take my breath away

Take my breath away

Watching I keep waiting

Still anticipating love

Never hesitating

To become the fated ones

Through the hourglass I saw you

In time you slipped away

When the mirror crashed I called you

And turned to hear you say

If only for today

I am unafraid

Take my breath away

Take my breath away

Watching every motion

In this foolish lovers game

Haunted by the notion

Somewhere there's a love in flames

Turning and returning

To some secret place inside

Watching in slow motion

As you turn around and say

My love

Take my breath away

Take my breath away

its so romantic isn't it....

-natalie-

9ine Balls

hello

i bet your wondering whats up with the title *smirks.. lolz.. its just cute lil balls filled with beans like stuff toys :) their very cute x) their called stress balls.... Joanne introduced them to me back when one of her friends gave her one to destress her .... i bought 9 cause i couldn't decide which one to keep on the spot... but due to the Christmas spirit i have given 5 of them away :)... I'm sure the 5 people know who they are ... OK fine the four people cause i haven't gave one of them to the 5Th person yet... awyz here are my ball friends...

The family of nine balls

This is Mr. cool

Mr. Cool : yo , whats up ? i know i'm too cool to watch TV i should be on TV instead x)
Mr. cool is the biggest brother of the family . He constantly wears his shades even when he sleeps cause when he was younger he kind of glued it to his ears with good ol elephant glue

what a silly boy...

this is Mr Ermmmm

Mr Ermmm loves football but he is currently thinking should i bet on Man Utd for the game tonight ?and he always goes Ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Mr Sparkles

Mr Sparkles is always purple cause he often gets a bruise from all the falling, tripping and hitting that he gets into. Hence, he sees a lot of stars all the time x)

Mr Smiley

He smile all the time cause there is nothing that can ever turn his smile upside down x) ... he has a very good sense of humour too. and his yellow~~~ due to the brightness of his smile...

This is Mr Cheeky and Miss Sweetie

Mr Cheeky likes Miss Sweetie .... thats why their together and doesn't he look horny?

He reminds me a lot of yee lian... lolz.. x)

Mrs Sweetie is such a sweetheart and is the only girl in this bunch . She likes to have tea and heat strawberry cookies...

Mr Ermmmm and Mr Opps

Mr Opps is very very dark / black due to the fact that he accidently burned himself when he was younger hehe just like Saachi....

The blackness reminds me of someone ... any clues?

Mr Greedy

He eats a lot... Which would explain why his constantly surrounded by food....

Mr Mischievous

He likes to hide and observe people....

see what i mean....

awyz thats all for now bye all

-natalie-

Tertiary Entrance Rank (TER)

hello

i couldn't sleep last night

i was nervous

i was scared

and this worsen when someone told huey ren that international students will get a lower TER than aussie students... it scared the hell out of me and i started going why didn't i migrate to aus... which was stupid

but in the end i got tired and fell asleep even when i shut my eyes i was still well barely awake... and then i woked up cause i received and sms from my sweetheart hr and i looked at the time and went wasn't someone suppose to wake me up?

so i logged in but i had probs so tried resetting the silly thing and finally got in... my pulse was speeding as it raced to catch up with the beat of my heart....

when the page finally load i saw 75 .... but it was the university aggregate so its the wrong one then i saw the real one... guess what i got?

i got the TER that i wanted...if u were listening to what i was telling you in the beggining of the year when you asked me what my goal was you would know if you didn't then too bad x) hehe... yay !!!! i'm so freaking estatic right now x)

this means something dear to me cause earlier in the year whenever i told anyone i was doing SAM they gave the wtf look or the just cough or give me this-girl-just-ruined-her-life-look .... so yeah... whatever i don't need any haters.... awyz kanye west new song is nice x)

bye world...

Pretty Drink Garnishes

hello world

i don't know whats wrong with me i think i've found a new obsession hehe ... pretty right ? i don't know why i'm so fascinated .... must be the prettyness.... x) saw the aritcle on msn and i got hooked immediately... enjoy...

pretty leh? awyz i got to go bye all

ps: sam results coming out aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....


-natalie-

A...GU~

hello world

thanks to this video i'am now a big fan of the world a...gu~~~~~

watch to find out why ... x)

see i told you... i bet you like him now too

got to go bye

-natalie-

Baby Toe, Blisters, Coins, Push, Throat Pain...

hello

I've had a very very bad set of calamities for the past few days....

it all started in pavillion... i was walking as usual minding my business and suddenly my foot with such precision rammed into my dads sports shoes causing a collision with my baby toe and the stupid shoe.... it was ok it hurt for a while but it was ok then somehow one way or another my foot managed to repeat the same incident again.... what a bummer right? so right now my baby toe on my left foot is unbendable cause it hurts when i bend it ... i feel shorter now because i can't wear high heels now... i think my high heels feel neglected....

incident no. 2... so my mum called and told me she felt like eating doughnuts... she was having her cravings... so i was like ok.... so i rushed to 1u wearing my cheap rm5 slippers from thailand which were not natalie friendly for some reason no one else had problems with it except me... i came back having a blister on my right foot... wtheck right? now both feet are injured so i can't wear sport shoes to prevent anything from happening to them... so i'am only left with my ipanema slippers... (sorry high heels mummy will be back soon)

so there was this other incident.... i was buying food in the food court at pavillion ... the cashier lady was passing me back the change and for some freaking reason the stupid coin slipped out of my hand and fell into the chilli sauce... i'am praying so hard that the coin won't be able to react with the chilli sauce and form some poison or something.... and to make it worst some people were actually still taking that chilli sauce some taking two lil sauce plates (whatever their called).. i felt so bad after that ...

incident no. 4 this one i don't know why on earth i was so blur... i entered some shop in 1u the other day and thought everything in that shop looked so cute and nice.... but in the end i didn't buy anything so i left the shop and pushed the glass door.... after pushing for quite some i heard a sound like someone was using their nails to scratch a chalkboard and realize it was coming from the door... i don't know what caused it until i saw the sign on the door that said push... =.=' right? too make matters even worst when we passed by that shop again my sister said that the guy in the shop was checking the door to see if it was alright... i felt so bad after that but what can i do ..i think i've been banned from that shop.... nyeh ... :(...

incident no 5... i think i've caught the germ from my sister.. so now i'm down with a flu which the idiotic phlegm has moved to my throat and it hurts rather badly right now... i'm under meds again... to think the flu couldn't get worst and i've been sleeping with the fan for the past few days already and trust me its not so easy to sleep with the fan when your not used to sleeping under warm conditions....

so in conclusion... life really really sucks right now.... i need like something to get rid of the pain my my throat right now... cause it hurts everytime i swallow saliva or something... anyways the fact that my life has not been going nicely has knocked all the joy out of me and i'm starting to turn back into my emo self again... this is bad ...

*thinks about pixies and fairies * :)
- ice cream.....
-cake...
-swimming
-the beach...

" The clock ticks much slower when your not around "


anyways i got to go bye bye

-natalie-

Words With Meaning

hey

poetry has always fascinated me since i was a little girl because they always seem to rhyme ... i know i'm weird but i couldn't help it ok ? so one of my favourite poets is Robert Frost . i bet some of you already know him as his poem fire and ice is featured in the book eclipse in the twilight series by stephanie meyer... if you don't believe me go and check and see x) and you might know him as welll as we did one of his poems during our high school years (The Road Not Taken) i remember reciting that poem in front of class during form 1 for my ulbs...

Robert Frost

"At times bittersweet, sometimes ironic, or simply marveling at his surroundings, one can also see autobiographical details in Frost’s works; he suffered devastating losses in his life including the untimely deaths of his sister, two of his children and his wife. He knew the soul’s depths of psychic despair but was also capable of delighting in birch trees ‘loaded with ice a sunny winter morning’. While memorialising the rural landscape, vernacular, culture and people of New England in his traditional verse style, his poems also transcend the boundaries of time and place with metaphysical significance and modern exploration of human nature in all her beauty and contradictions. Though not without his critics, millions of readers the world over have found comfort and profound meaning in his poetry and he has influenced numerous other authors, poets, musicians, and playwrights into the 21st Century."

His Poems...

Flower-Gathering

I left you in the morning,

And in the morning glow,

You walked a way beside me

To make me sad to go.

Do you know me in the gloaming,

Gaunt and dusty gray with roaming?

Are you dumb because you know me not,

Or dumb because you know?

All for me And not a question

For the faded flowers gay

That could take me from beside you

For the ages of a day?

They are yours, and be the measure

Of their worth for you to treasure,

The measure of the little while

That I've been long away.

Fireflies in the Garden

Here come real stars to fill the upper skies,

And here on earth come emulating flies,

That though they never equal stars in size,

(And they were never really stars at heart)

Achieve at times a very star-like start.

Only, of course, they can't sustain the part.

The Freedom of the Moon

I've tried the new moon tilted in the air

Above a hazy tree-and-farmhouse cluster

As you might try a jewel in your hair.

I've tried it fine with little breadth of luster,

Alone, or in one ornament combining

With one first-water start almost shining.

I put it shining anywhere I please.

By walking slowly on some evening later,

I've pulled it from a crate of crooked trees,

And brought it over glossy water, greater

,And dropped it in, and seen the image wallow,

The color run, all sorts of wonder follow.

anyway thats just a few of them ... he has many works ... My favourite is my butterfly...

thats all for now bye everyone..

-natalie-

When Mum's Attack...

hello world

the day started out to be very nice i got up early and managed to catch an amazing race episode ( thank goodness nick and starr are still in :)) and then i managed to repair the smeared nail polish on my toe which was destroyed last by don't know what and i had nice nice big apple doughnuts for breakfast and then i waited...

and waited


and waited


and waited...

finally it was time for my lunch with the girls... hehe x) i was excited i couldn't help it cause i haven't seen them in ages... and then after that i went to ikea to have dinner and bumped into my little nephew and niece there x) ariel and jeriel are so cute ...

so my mum offered to babysit while they went to eat x) so I pushed the stroller around and i don't know what happened to my mum she suddenly got high ( i think it was because of the chicken wings ... ) and she said loudly

' Nat ar... i send you to go college to study so that you can earn a living but nooooo you go and get yourself pregnant and gave birth to this now i have to take care of her ....'

oh the embarrassment at that point in time every single person in that shop looked at me ... i was oh man ... wth .... thank goodness ariel was asleep so she doesn't need to know this ok....

so then my sis feeling high too when and said

' ya la nat why you so itchy ... '

it was so embarrassing... so the moral of the story is to not let your mum eat the chicken wings from ikea if not she will attack you....

bye and goodnight world see you around when you come around x)

Men are like ...

hello

my best friend michelle, gave this website and i thought it was really funny i'm sorry if it sounds insulting but hehe x)

1. Men are like .......Laxatives ...... They irritate the **** out of you.

2. Men are like .......... Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like ........ Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like ........ Blenders ..... You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like ....... Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like ...... Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like ........ Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.

8. Men are like ....... Government Bonds ..... They take soooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like ....... Mascara ...... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like ....... Popcorn . ...... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like ..... Snowstorms ..... You never know when they're coming,how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.

12. Men are like ........ Lava Lamps ..... Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like ........ Parking Spots ........ All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

haha ... i bet some guys are going to come after me with pitch forks... lolz... bye world...

Dillemma

hello you oh so evil world....

lately i've been question by various elements in my life as to which roads should i walk on from here... with so many voices ringing in my ear it has been really really hard to decide.. cause i'm so scared that i might just walk down the wrong path and its scary cause the last thing i want to do is screw my life even furthur... the extend that it won't be unscrewable...

i think this worry thing runs in the family or something ....

the first thing that has been giving me this dilemma is because in the beginning i've been so set about going to sunway after sam is over and do the acca program but lately due to some inteference i have been asked to reconsider some other program in taylor's so that i can go to UK and exprience campus life... the thing is i don't mind but to me its like i would still have to do my acca again even after the degree... but i understand what the interference is trying to say cause i too fear that another case similar to the manipal case will happen if i take the sunway acca route... but its just so... cause my mind was set i thought i had everything worked out at this point and suddenly the interference brings this up so yeah ... it sucks..

the second thing is that i really really have no idea what to get my special friend for his/her birthday ... its so hard to decide cause he/her has everything already so its like ..... anyways i really want to make something really special for that someone but i just have no clue so i'm really open to suggestions from the public ... help me please !

the third one is more personal for me... it has something to do with me ... i don't know if i should tell that person how i feel cause it might give them the impression that i'm too sensitive and that somethings wrong with me... and i wouldn't want that the last thing i want would have to be to lose them ... i mean i can keep my mouth shut about this but the thing is that it has been locked inside my heart for far too long.. i'm still debating with myself about the issue and trying to decide but i just seem to be running around in circles only... hopefully i'll get pointed in the right direction soon... pray for me

anyway i think thats enough ranting :) thanks for listening i got to go enchanted is on tv ... hehe the show is so cute

bye world

-natalie-

Prom Night...

hello world

sorry for not updating so long.. i've been reading twilight... heheh its really really interesting and full odf suspense... i had trouble putting down the book... hehe hence explains the late post... in short it is

'Interesting and full of suspense '

awyz moving on

Prom... it was super duper fun i did a lot of camwhoring that night hehe .... so yeah awyz pictures...

Ellen and I

huey ren, chitra and I

L-R Nick, Me, Susan and Ethan
1st - 2nd row , L-R Yeechien, me, huey ren, karyan, ruth, joanne, lynndy

Me and my hot chemistry teacher , Ms Tan Ai Nee

Susan and I

muahaha... i didn't have just one date i had five lolz.. jk

L-R Tj, Ethan, Nick, Shen Loong, and Henri

Mei Yin and I... she had a very nice long red dress...

Karyan and I

yours truly :)

oh i forgot to tell you guys the 15 year old girl who did my make up. her name is clara teo...hehe anyways she's a real pro.. i like what she does...

There's more pictures.. but i'm lazy to upload.. hehe ... Anyways Goodnight world... sweetdreams...

Its Official, Its Finally Over

hello world

the day has finally come were i can put all my sam books and notes into the incinerator(sorry i've forgotten how to spell hehe x)) and burn them so they can benefit other people by producing electrical energy for them lolz.. just joking :) lets see what can i say about all of the five exams i've done so far?

well i'm don't want to say much cause it'll probably bore you all to death

English as a Second Language : ummm ok i think... but i had a lil trouble calling for all the creative juices to flow into my hands so that i can write....

Mathematical Studies : I hope i did alright.... It was at 7am in the morning... oh btw taylors looks haunted so early in the morning and if u have a 7am paper you'll get your eyes burn when u exit the exam venue

Biology : I hope I wrote enough.. had a little trouble with the essay ... aaaaa

Chemistry : i don't know if it was stress all the paper but i felt like crying...

Accounts : I'm worried cause i didn't get a chance to check my paper... 3 hours is so not enough...

Overall i don't really have much to comment on... cause i don't want to say anything i hope i did well and i'm keeping my fingers crossed...i hope i do well cause i need to do well... i'm kiasu i know but hey i can't help it... i think it runs in the family...

On a better note at least now that the exams are over i can:

1. Hang out with yl, lw and sy more
2. go out more
3. read twilight
4. watch mama mia ( yes i know i'm slow but better late then never)
5. get my fitness back
6. get some sleep back
7. throw a party (if i want too)
8. go shoe shopping
9. relax
10. have fun

hehe and the list goes on and on ...

PROM is tomorrow.. i'm so excited aren't you ? awyz i'm a bit upset that my sisters won't be there with me though cause i've always had this idea that we would spend our college prom together too... but oh well... hehe ...

ok lets see prom checklist

1. dress (checked)
2. Shoes (checked)...[henri i think u'll like my shoes hehe x)]
3. Accessorries (checked)
4. Make up person (checked)
5. Hair person (checked)
6. Transport (checked)

Yeah everythings done... all i need to do now i get some beauty sleep... to get rid of those panda eyes hehe x)

bye world ... sorry for the not updating durings exam... bye

Ps: will try to take lots of pictures tomorrow...

ciao

Gearing Up For Battle

hello

the tittle sounds so yeng x) ok i'm just syoking sendiri...

i feel mentally tired right now... this is all you fault *points at you*

i bet you did this... ok sorry for the wackyness got high stress levels right now...

finals begin on monday

very nervous right now....

anyways time to light the torch and let the games begin :)

doesn't that phrase remind you of the olympics?

see you all after the finals ... will probably be blogging about prom night in the next post... x) hehe ...

bye all

-natalie-

My Life As A Taylor's College Student

College has ended and this rather long post is a glimpse of what i can remember of my first memorable moment or you can say first day of college

10 months ago, i stepped into taylor's college for the first time as a taylorian and enrolled myself in one of the most gruelling and mentally challenging courses i have ever done. i embraced myself for my first day of college the whole time wondering if my outfit and everything was alright cause they first thing people are bound to notice is my clothes. but in the end logic kicked in and i was like bahhh people should like me for me screw first impressions not like i care ...

so i head towards the room allocated for my class g10.

now i bet all of you are wondering wait isn't she from g11 wait listen first ....

so opened the door and all i could see where humans with XX chromosomes just like me and none of them where from KL and i was like dude wheres all the guys.... So i went through my timetable and i was like YES ! psychology first YEAH man oh snap then maths ... but no matter ...

so i tried my best to make do with the situation and turn to the girl next to me and started a conversation. To my suprise elizabeth and i had a lot in common... then suddenly in the middle of college my dad called and asked me to transfer from a bio, chem , esl , maths and psychology class to a class with bio, chem , esl , maths and accounts instead saying that its for my own good and so on forth ( i bet you guys remember why...). so after college i met with huey ren and talked to her about it so in the end with both went to the sam office and asked for a change of class....

So next day i got a call and it turns out that they do have a sport for me in you guessed it G11... so i immediately called ethan and he told me awesome quick come to bio lab 3 ... then i was like ok .. so i rushed to the lab

and i opened the door *jeng jeng jeng* and i saw Mrs Kalpana who later on turned out to be fav lecturer x) and i looked at the rest of the class and i say ethan smiling and i smiled back.. and i was like why this class got so lil boys but nvm its better then my last class... i bet you guys are wondering why does natalie ang sue li want so many guys in her class. well its because natalie ang sue li came from a class with more boys then girls and knew how to socialize with boys much better then girls.... and later on huey ren popped into class and i was like yay my best friend is here x)

so later on during the second class ethan who was the only person i knew in that class then introduced me to estee lauder and i was like serious ar her name is like that brands name(sorry for the jackuness) and he started laughing and told me the real name later on and then jeng jeng i remembered my first encounter with nick cheong he came up and shook my hand and introed himself to me and i remember ethan smirking haha ... who knew nick would ended up being my bestest friend in class...

as days passed by i met more and more friends i can still remember the first girl i talked to in that class was lynndy lim who invited me for lunch x) thanks sweetheart ... and then there were so many other memorable outings... like the restoran talipon outing and the sunway lagoon outing and all that ( sorry no pictures lazy to upload) ....

oh this is the conversation that i remember the most x) try guessing who the guy is

mr x: why are you so antisocial

haha i bet mr x knows who he is ...

awyz i really miss g11 a lot

sorry i can't write more cause i'm rushing for time (parents set time limit) awyz....

MeSsaGe for G11 Mates
Thank you so much for playing a big role in my life this year. please know that each of you have played a significant role in molding me to become who i'am right now. cause when i first entered class i was lost i was suffering from so many emotional problems and you've guys have helped me regain my socializing skills and etc.. thank you so much for making me smile guys. i hope i have not done anything wrong to yous guys if i have sorry ! and as we go on forth in our life please don't forget me guys cause i know i'll never forget you all :) thank you so much for everything . i will miss you all bye byes

ps: natalie has found her prom dress x) and sorry i took so long to write this x)

pss: good luck to all the SAM students for the finals...

Separation Is Only Part Of Life

Like snow that melts in winter

we were just not mean to be

like a tree and a little bird

we were meant to part once we've spread my wings and fly away

hey all

i feel so emo right now... there are so many things that are about to come to and end... sooner or later before i know it the people that i have spent most of my times this year are about to fly to different parts of the earth mainly australia ... then who knows the friendship that i've had with them will become no more as it is very hard to maintain contact with people from different time zones.

I know it is as i too have lost contact with one of my dear friends who was my best friend since kindergarden... but oh well i guess there will come a time when things will end whether we want it or not cause there just no way of stopping the inevitable....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA * screams at the open sea* My finals are just around the corner.... (yes nicholas cheong i know where your hiding.... muahaha i shall come and find you soon and probably join you x] )its scary....nyeh i thought i just registered for SAM yesterday *looks at all the stuff Taylor's college gave on orientation day like the map, and student handbook too...* sobs....

Now i'll have to go to a new environment and start all over again but i guess life's just full of changes and i'll have to deal with it (yes, i think i've grown up quite a bit during this year) .... i think i'm going to miss college a lot ok... not all of taylors probably not the bus rides.... and the smelly drains and the dirty air in subang jaya ( subang always has a lot of traffic)....

I still have a dillemma right now.... other than my studies that is.... hehe x) its a girly kind of dillemma.... what am'i suppose to wear to prom.... i've got no time to shop... my exam ends smack a day before prom so saddening right... i mean like why? Saachi's one ends a week before prom plenty of time to find a date and a suit and so those nick ... so unfair... i mean i could wear the last dress i wore to prom but it would be nicer if i could get a new one... nyeh i must solve this crisis soon enough... somebody please help me...

oh yeah i've already heard and watched the new britney spear's video for her new song womenizer x) its a really nice and upbeat song ... me like it lotsy... hehe x) yes i like britney spears.... i think i still have the notebooks in which i used to write all her lyrics in before... and i've sang one of her songs for a singing competition before... i think i sang lucky x) but sadly i didn't won but no matter there will be plenty of other singing competitions to enter and maybe win x)

i've got to go now

toodles everyone

ps: don't you think that we are in fact the architects of our own destruction ... well it does make sense doesn't it ? after we are the ones that decide what are we to do in life ... we all create our own chances ... or was it luck whatever two face said.. it htink nick should know ... nick what did he say exactly again ? hehe ..

bye all

-natalie-

Keeps Getting Better

hello

for some reason i'm feeling this song...

it makes me want to go and have fun... :)

Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now

I'll make it sweet on the lips as it can knock you out

Shut up I don't care what you say

Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way

Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet

And you'll be loving it

Some days I'm a super bitch

Up to my old tricks

But it won't last forever

Next day I'm your super girl

Out to save the world

And it keeps gettin' better

Hold on Keeps gettin' better

Hold on Keeps gettin' better

In the blink of an eye

In the speed of the light

I'll hold the universe up

And make your planets collide

When I strap on my boots

And I slip on my suit

You see the vixen in me

Becomes an angel for you

awyz back to the study table bye all....

ps: should i remove my cbox? let me know ... hehe bb

Stress

Now I've come to cry

Shed your skin to rest my naked eye

And criticize

All that I implore

Seems to be one foot outside that door

Coming between me and waking

Underneath the corset of your mystery

Piece by piece undress you from your history

I'm sleeping with seclusion in sweet disarray

You can go heavy on me

And I will not weigh you down, down, down

You can be steady and clean

I can take it

Heavy on me

And I will not weigh you down

Born unto this pride

Silence is something you can't hide

You can't deny us

Nothing has been said

Yet so many words have filled my head

Now they completely surround me

Tie the lines of honest conductivity

Caught between the center of our gravity

I don't have that much time to burn anymore

hey all

like the lyrics?... i think i have rekindled my love for holly brook all over again... i love her songs...awyz i finally used the internet after so many days and was suprised at the many updates i have missed from everyones blog... lolz.. oh well i'm feeling really tired i need to do soemthing relaxing maybe a deep tissue massage or sometthing ... nah maybe tomorrow...

anyways stress levels are running high.. ethan tempted me to it with the rest of the class today cause it was half price for ladies only x) and it was a buffet at jagoya (don't know the spelling sorry)... sadness ler... oh well anyways

stress makes people say and do crazy things x) here are a few examples

*this conversation took place today it was caused by severe stress and deprivation of sleep and no i didn't say any of these*

scenario a

a: oh cool what's a starwood privellage card
b: yeah its a card that lets you eat anywhere in starhill for 50% off
a: awesome ...
suddenly
a: is hollywood a country ?

*b,c,d and e stare in amazement lolz.... *

c: eh then where's bollywood a?
a: ummm i think its its a place in india lolz....

scenario b

a: let's play a word game. i will say a word and the you'll have to say a word which starts with the same last alphabet of the word i said earlier
b,c,d: ok
a: pot
b: teapot
c: POOP!

All stared at amazement....

scenario c
a: eh b, what do you think chinatown is since u thought hollywood was a country ?
b: ummm its a kopitiam right?

LOLZ.....

see ladies and gentlemen what stress does to your mind... it twist and turns every bit of knowledge we have in our grey matter until we cannot comprehand simple questions....

anyways i came across a lot of old things yesterday while cleaning up my cabinet... some brought back good memories some just made me mad at some people ( its not who you think it is... trust me)... it made me felt disgusted about what i have done in my past but its ok people learn from their mistakes and i'm human so i will someday ... until then bye bye

-natalie-

Something To Make Me Smile

hello

my apology's for the last emo post ... it was depression... sorry ... awyz it makes people smile when they see the things they like and the pictures your about to see is to help counter the numerous baby pics on my blog ... and to make me smile x)

all my G11 mates ... (couldn't find a pic where i looked ok sorry )

my high school friends

patrick dempsey

daniel craig

ryan seacrest

pierce bosnan

Eric Bana

Jake gyllenhaal

johnny depp

i can hear lynndy screaming

now for some of the asians x)

can't remmeber most of their names...

ron ng

Kelvin cheung

now for the cute stuff

hehehe cute leh x)... awyz i shall do another pic post soon... to avoid wordy post lolz... i got to go

bye

Love Remains The Same

hello

right now i feel so freaking tired but i'am unable to shut a eye in fears that my nightmare will become a reality once i open my eyes....

i know i need to study but i can't bring myself to do so... its like i'm too tired to do anything right now... somethings wrong i know it

i can feel it creeping up from behind me slowly wrapping its cold bone like fingers around me waiting to consume me whole...

pushing me into a black hole that i cannot get out off...

sighs this is life
a last it'll all be over soon...

but will i ever escape this cold dark void?

Half the time the world is ending

Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that

I Had anymore to give

You're pushing me so far

Here I am without you

Drink to all that we have lost

Mistakes we have made

Everything will change

But love remains the same

So much more to say

So much to be done

Don't you trick me out

We shall overcome

It's all left still to play

Ps : good luck to all my a-level friends with their exams :) don't worry su yee you can do it you can do further maths :)... and all my form 3 friends with their PMR ;)

pss: i'm trying to smile but it feels wrong... everything seems so blur now...

Next Plane Home

hello



the stress is building up the determination to do better is starting after having being defeated by so many people crushed stab and hit by the head that is... i think that should tell you how bad my results are huh ?...





i shall work hard for the finals... its officially less than a month a way... the nervousness wei... i really need to do well.. no doubt that i won't be going to uni and will be here doing acca but i still want to do well... so that at least i can look back on this and go man i rock ! x) i have always believe that no matter what you do and if will not gain much from a certain experiences you must always give it you 110%... i think it was something that my mum thought me from little ...





awyz... i don't know when my next update will be since i have to really bernerding nerding from now on until nov 18... and even if i update it'll probably short lil updates about how i want some to kill me or something due to the high stress levels i'm experiencing... i hope i don't kill anyone in the process...





Awyz there's a song stuck in my head right now...

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor

I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door

I'm like an alley cat

Drink the milk up I want more

You make me wanna

You make me wanna scream

it makes me want to jump up and down in the air... i don't know why maybe its just the beat... oh here's another song that i think is nice... oh and the video is super cute x)

And I'm so lonely you're not here with me

That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

And you're you're the only face I wanna see

That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

Stand around try to make every moment

And be somebody yeah anybody

It seems the whole world is taking me over

I need somebody to help me get back to you

And I've always been a million miles away

But things are gonna change

I just wanna come home

Awyz i can feel all the wth voices coming right now... lookie its my baby nephew(from 1 week 1 day old post) again this time he has a name his name is Lai Yong Jien

his so lucky that he gets to just eat and sleep... wait for me ya yong jien aunty natalie will go and visit you in alor setar sometime next month when you one month old ok? wait ar.... in the mean time yong jien you must dream of your sexy aunty ok? good yong jien.... Don't know why i typed this...

ok i have to go now bye readers

ps: good luck to all sam people for the finals

pss: natalie wants to eat sushi...

What Did Natalie Do Today?

haha hello

not like anyone would want to know what i did today but whatever its my blog anyway...

my mum's in a wedding right now and i'm rotting at home awaiting for college to start ok fine i'm not exactly like all yay!! college is going to start i'm sort of worried about my results and everything but on the plus side i get to do something ....

my whole hols has been pretty eventless.... i missed my workout today i hope my trainer doesn't kill me when he comes and check up on me next week.... nyeh awyz what did natalie do today ... well she cooked today muahahaha natalie can cook and no i didn't burn anything ... :) she cooked pasta with her sister nicole ... here's some pictures...

ze pasta ... its ribbons cute leh x)

my sister doing her part in the cooking...

ze final product...

i know i know u don't believed i cooked right ? well my sister was lazy to take pics of me cooking so nyeh ask her haha...

other than that natalie also did some arts and craft hehe....and found them very relaxing i don't know why i guess i'm just weird... lol... the rest of the day natalie spent watching tv eating sleeping and stoning... yes i have such a wonderful life... lolz.. i want to relax as much as i can before i go back to college... where i face sleepless nights all over again .... :(

oh yeah this are some of the pic's from my darling lw's birthday and zean's birthday too sorry for the long wait hehe...

Me and the birthday girl

The sisterhood x)

which is an institution based on the tight sisterly bonds between 4 girls from different walks of life....

the ex sk ttdi(1)'s.... and oh yeah the dude with the 7 inches shirt(zean) was the birthday boy of that evening hehe x)

for more pics pls proceed to lw's and sy's blog for pics on the bday hehe... and i'm sorry zean but i didn't manage to get a photo with you ... you were too busy being high... hehe ...i bet some of u are going finally pics of adult humans and not babies...

awyz moving on i would like to blog about my beloved sister in her honour... for those of you who don't know how she looks like go and scroll up and look at the pic above x)... hehe let see what an i say about her ...

my sister is a very nice person and unfortunately some people take advantage of her and constantly ask her to do stuff for them until she has no time at all to do her own stuff... sometimes i just feel like telling those kind of people off cause i know she's too nice to do so... but even though shes too nice she also has her fierce side which is what she has to show in school as she is the assistant head prefect in her school... she is pretty and intelligent and definitely one to look out for in the future...

ok i think thats about it... after this post gets too long.... so bye all

ps : the song reminds me of something... x)

You change your mind

Like a girl changes

Yeah you, PMS

Like a bitch

I would know
And you over think

Always speak

Crypticly

I should know

That you’re no good for me
Cause you’re hot then you’re cold

You’re yes then you’re no

You’re in then you’re out

You’re up then you’re down

You’re wrong when it’s right

It’s black and it’s white

we fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

(You) You don’t really want to stay, no

(But you) But you don’t really want to go-o

You’re hot then you’re cold

You’re yes then you’re no

You’re in and you’re out

You’re up and you’re down

Down, down, down, down, down

Down, down, down, down, down…
We used to be

Just like twins

So in sync

The same energy

Now's a dead battery

Used to laugh bout nothing

Now your plain boring
I should know that

You’re not gonna change