Enjoying Me Time...

Throughout our entire lives some of us are not that fortunate to lead life the way we want too while others are lucky enough to be given the chance to do so...

I've been lucky enough to have gotten the chance to lead my life the way I want partially... with a little persuassion and some suggestions from my family and friends about how I should lead my life though...

But recently I have come to realise that the life I am leading is not something I actually really really really want anymore... I still want it but not as badly as Ive wanted it before... why? because sometimes all the work that goes into getting it is not exactly the most enjoyable thing to do... not only is it enjoyable but involves a lot of sacrifices... my happiness and health being some of the things that i have had to sacrifice the pass few years...

So what do I want now? I just want to be able to enjoy the process of getting the life I want...

Starting with enjoying what could be my first and last summer holiday.
Thus, I'm currently in Singapore trying to relax and enjoy my summer as much as possible as I probably won't be able to for the next few years and also cause I haven't acually got a chance to fully enjoy it ... Other than that I also wanted some me time... Away from the daily hassles and stresses of life... Just for a tiny bit :)

All Work & No Play Makes Nat A Dull Girl...

hello :)

After staring at my books for the longest of time i decided to go out and spoil myself for a while :) hehe...

My choice of venue :)

My partner in crime :) , Isaiah and I

Orgasmic Nepalnese / Indian food... something that I haven't had in a long time :) hehe... The food was really authentic even the chef was from nepal and even the waiters :) haha overall one good night of relaxation....

Good company + good food + nice weather = a happy natalie :)

Late September Birthday Wishes

September 27th

To my dearest smelly melly ,

Happy Birthday Darling !!!

I miss you so much....

May you have an awesome one

May you always be happy

May good things always come your way and the bad winds stay away

May the love between you and Shaun grow stronger as each day goes by

and May you always be healthy as well

love ,

Nat

September 30th

To my dearest best friend / sister Lai wah aka Clarys,

Happy Birthday !!!

Thank you so much for always standing by my side

when i couldn't stand and for the comfort and warmth as well

so on your very special day i just want to wish you all the best

may you always be happy

may your life be filled with amazing things

may you grow even more beautiful as each year goes by

may you always have an angel by your side too :)

love you

from ,

nat

Natalie Goes Disneyland

I went to disneyland to celebrate my buddy Sook Voon's birthday :)

I had fun it brought out the kid inside of me again :) haha... esspecially since my hair has been in a tight bun for the past few days...

the fireworks we're magical and the parade was cool... It made me emotional... the fireworks, background and music was well the reason why...

only problem it was in canto not the song for the fireworks but for the glow in the dark halloween parade.. haha

regardless i still had fun :)

We went during the Halloween Festivities... so they transformed sleeping beauties castle into a haunted castle....

Merry -go-rounds are so nostalgic...

part of the group . (Clockwise : Debra, Nigel , Li Ling and I)

Li Ling and I with our mickey and minnie ears :) i couldn't resist it was so tempting to get one...

Anyway for more pictures please refer to Fb...

Romance At Shek O Beach...

Hello...

I went to the beach yesterday as part of the activities held by the university of Hong Kong for international students... it was an hours journey from the university but worth the bumpy and long ride... I had a lot of fun riding the waves ..

and I have now gained a sudden fetish to learn surfing :) haha i know... so weird right.. natalie surfing? but we'll see... hehe.. we had a bbq buffet on the beach before heading towards the ocean... its a really pretty and romantic beach.. i really enjoyed riding the waves and soaking up the sun... but i may have soaked up too much... i'm now a red cherry tomato...

yes i know i should have put on sun block but you see i woke up late and hence i forgot... silly me... anyway here are some shots... there are more on facebook.. so go and check them out...

Jess, Geneva and I

Sook voon and I

The rest of the International Students...

Do you remember,

Or should I rewind,

To that summer when you caught my eye,

I played it cool, The weather was hot,

You had the beauty and the beach on lock.

With your flip flops, half shirt, short shorts, mini skirt,

Walkin' on the beach, so pretty,

You wasn't lookin' for a man,

When you saw me in the sand,

But you fell for the boy from the city

Hong Kong So Far

*clears dust

hello :) i don't know if anyone still reads my blog.. but oh well..

hk is really nice so far.. so far my language barrier has only caused me angry screams from the bus drivers and siu pah drivers... it isn't so bad... i'll survive.. i think i'm starting to pick up the language... which is all part of the plan while i'm here... and nope i haven't met any super stars... i've been going to all the places where they normally got to eat but i haven't been fortunate enough to meet any ... but i have three years here so we'll see... haha

the weather here is really hot cause now its summer =.=' but autumn will be coming soon apparently... in hk i have to walk a lot... so i normally come home all sticky and stuff... i guess i didn't feel it back home cause we had cars... here its foot , cab , mtr , siu pah, tram, ferry or bus...
the public transport here is very efficient... so i love it like crazy ... they say 11 mean 11 the bus is coming... the mode of public transportations are also really clean :)... i sat on a double decker bus yesterday to Mong Kok it was damn fun... oh i finally found the toilet restaurant ... where they serve the food in a plate that looks like a toilet bowl... i plan to try it soon...

shopping here is reallly awesome... every High end brand imaginable... and the collections are really nice but the price is damn sexy la.. the shop assistants are really nice and friendly.. although some can be a bit aggressive and continously shove pretty things at your face that you want to buy... but their ok :)... the local shopping scene is also really nice... quality is not bad and its very very cheap... if you know where to go... now there is sales almost everywhere.. at the local brands... the high end brands have just finished their sales.. except chanel... haha

I'm very happy with my life here so far.. although there are some things that i would really like to bring over from kl to here like my bed, family, friends and the ss2 chicken porridge that i have been craving for ever since monday... but going abroad is about learning about yourself.. you either stand tall through it all and come back as a mature and bright individual or you fall victim to certain distractions here and get lost...

whatever may happen i know i'll pull through...

Someone's watching over me...

Ps : photo's are at fb... check them out :)

-nat-

7 Days

The past few weeks have been really nice and really emo and so on... many epiphanies, much laughter and much joy...

perhaps its just the calm before the storm... i'll be leaving for hk sooner than i thought... i woke up this morning and looked at the calender and i gasped... its amazing how time flies whenever you have something big up ahead of you :) ...

The emoness is setting in ... so awy here's what i've been doing as of late....

oh my visa just arrived .. looks like i'm really going... oh well...

11.08.09 Bliss

I had a wonderful birthday and i couldn't have asked for a better one :) ... two of my friends (yl and paul) planned a birthday/farewell for me on sunday and on tuesday my friend kin loong took me out for lunch and my parents took me out for dinner... i had fun ... i was surrounded by all the people who meant a lot to me :) Thank you to everyone who made this day possible ...

Kin loong....


haagen daaz...

mum and I at ribs...

orgasmic....

In short it was a gastronomical adventure on my birthday filled with fun, laughter and joy... hehe it was .. i had shabu shabu, hagen daaz (first time) and beef tenderloin steak from my fav shop ribs by vintry in bangsar... more pictures on facebook will be uploaded soon :)

I feel really blessed :)

You Should Have Given It A Chance...

Hello

I attended my hku reception/gathering on the 12th of July :)... hehe it was awesome... In a sense that i finally knew other people who were going to the same university as me and also because i met some other people there who are just as enthusiastic as me ... and also cause it gave me a chance to meet other people who share the same dreams and hopes of going there...

i'm so happy that i bumped into nigel who like me saw the ad in the newspaper and immediately took it as a chance to get out of here and to move on with our lives... the best part was that we both got into the same course :) so i found a course mate .. :) hehe... I met other people there too who were really friendly... we all plan to go there together on the same flight and such cause some of us can't speak cantonese well...

I've even met li ling whom knows jc ... and we plan to go on a shopping trip once we hit hk ... and we plan to do all sorts of stuff like hiking and makan makan... ;)...my appetite's back btw cause the doc gave me the green light YAY !!!!! s

despite all that the one thing i really really want to do is to get involved in the community projects done by the university students :) its so cool... i haven't decided but its between going to africa to help build school's or go to india and teach english ... My parents have given me the green light to participate so i just have to figure out which one i want... haha... if i go ghana then i can gazelle's and elephants :) *squels with excitement... if i go india i get to buy an authentic saree ... ok that sounds stupid... but then again i might get my kidney stolen in india... and i love my kidneys x)...

to be honest i'm really excited although the language barrier is going to be a really huge challenge... but i doubt its something that i can't handle... but then again the fact that i can't speak the language is going to make it really exciting in a weird way :).... Nevermind if i'm going down their be others coming with me *Smirks...

ps: i met my buddy she seems really really nice .... and friendly too... and she's going to get me from the airport :)...

-natalie-

A New Buddy

The University of Hong Kong practices the Buddy System ... which is a system where the first year international student undergraduates are paired up with one of their senior students in the same programme... and that buddy will fetch you from the airport personally and be your friend/ translator throughout your entire first year...

So today i checked my email and my buddy emailed me :P hehe... she lives here in Malaysia too the only difference is that she is doing BBA ... oh well... hehe she sounds nice... i don't know what to reply in that email... haha sorry but this email really excites me cause it just amplifies the fact that this is becoming so real... other than the fact that my mum cries over ice cubes... yes she's emo... now you know why i'm emo too :)...

but either way i have a feeling i'm going to meet her this sunday at the HKU students meeting... where i'll meet all the other HKU students, their alumni and my professors... i'm nervous .. what should i wear ... maybe i'll where a dress... or should i go with my usual slacks... need advice people... lol...

oh i went to sy's farewell at mcd yesterday ... it was fun but sad at the same time... i realised that sy is older than paul not in terms of age but in the sense that i know her longer than paul...

we met in mandarin class when we were like 4 or 5 ... we went to the same tadika which was tadika diana, we went to the same primary school which was SK TTDI (1) and then we went to the same high school SMKBUD(4) and then we went to the same college which was Taylor's college and now we're both going to different uni's on different continents... its just sad... but thank goodness for the inventions of modern tech...

love you girl ..

Rehearsals, Two Friends & A Little Red Book

I went to watch the rehearsals for my ex school's malam bakat and i have to say it brings back so much memories... i miss performing i really do but i hanged up my dancing shoes the moment i finished form 5... but hey who knows i might take them out when i go to hk... they have a dance club :) but i don't know why i guess along the way my taste in dance has changed... well i'm more keen to learn things like salsa and stuff more than u know the usual hip and hop and stuff... haha but we'll see how it goes....

haha i liked the whole atmosphere... actually.. it was like a clashing of the titans... cause there were like hip hoppers at one side and then at the other end you'll see ballerina's practicing their routine and then at a distance you can hear the violinist tuning her instrument... haha i don't know why but i loved the atmosphere where all the arts come together... i wanted to go to an arts school when i was younger but the closest i ever got to it was my ballet dance lesson... lol... oh well.. maybe He has other plans... and to be honest i can see it slowly unfolding before my eyes...

either way i'm really looking forwad to friday night ... i'm excited cause this will be the first time i'm actually going to sit down and watch the show ... haha i've performed every year so this is going to be a first ... I already have a few faves that i'm keeping an eye out for that night :)... there's a lot a of variety this year i'm surprised that i've already got faves... x)

haha guess whose this :) .. its my friend david woon from melbourne... i can't believe he actually came remembered to visit me after 2 years... lol.. it was so much fun catching up with him and sharing stuff with him like the old days lol... we decided to hit the swings...

haha i swung higher of course... yeah after talking to me for a while david decided to introduce me to stephanie for some reason he felt that it was right... it was so random... stephanie's really nice... and pretty ~~~ sorry guys no picture i forgot to snap one with her... so i told her my story and she introduced me to a little red book :)...

i'm actally really glad that she did... cause right now i have a clearer picture of stuff... but either way i'm not going to jump into it head first... i still want to check the depth and try my best to do it right... i understand why my friends are really concern with me in this issue... i do and yes its a valid q... which is why i'm second guessing cause well i'm not 100% confident but then again u can never be a 100% confident with anything... but i know that if He has signed the papers for me i'll definitely do it ... its just a matter of time... like stephanie said its like taking a leap of faith...

3,4,5

i had a very fun filled weekend as usual :)...

3rd July - i went shopping with paul and met with my schoolmates to celebrate jen ai's birthday... to be honest the day started like a disaster. I was in bud (4) video taping my sisters dance for her to see then i suddenly get this sms from paul telling me that his car dissappeared so we'll have to walk to 1u but he'll have the car for jen ai's bithday celebration... then i was ok with it i needed the exercise anyway.. but hehe my mum came to the rescue and dropped us off yay! i got some of my hk stuff while shopping with paul. its nice to shop with paul cause he makes me think 3 times before buying something...its like ...

nat : i need a scarf to protect myself from the hk winds...
paul : nat... there's a difference between need and want... so which one is it?
nat : *smiles... but its cold....
paul : your not going to the uk you know...
nat : but i'm skinny and tiny... i don't have much fats to help me fight off the cold...
paul : do you want it or need it...
nat : *evil glares....

well its good in a way ... it helps save money.... hehe and besides i like shopping with paul when his being gay ... he gives good opinions :)... i'm going to miss shopping with paul when i go to hong kong...

after shopping we went home and then refreshed and then disaster struck again... paul sms and called me to tell me that his car disaspeared again... this time his dad took it .. and the best part was that he left his wallet and ic in that car... so he can't possibly leave the hse anyway....so me and my white flowy skirt went by ourselves... i arrived late... sorry jen ai ... i had a fun time seeing all of them again :) it was nice catching up we should do it more often...

i don't have pics from that night... will get it from hr soon i guess...

4th July - hehe i woke up early and went to petaling street :)... one of my fav places to just walk around and look at stuff... i don't know why maybe cause its like one of the closest things to cha chu chat in bangkok ... anyway i was there shopping for my sisters dance costume for talent night... which i'm actually rather looking forward to cause this will be the first time i'm actually sitting down and watching the show... finally right? the only thing i couldn't stand was the sun... haha.... and i couldn't stand checking whether her costumes were in proper condition or not cause after a while i started feeling dizzy.. it was so shinny x)...

after that we went to brickfields to get more stuff for the costumes ... it was so cool... i like the indian/hippie vibe that i was getting from the street and its people... maybe ben's right.. i have a little tree hugger manifesting inside of me or something... i felt so indian in that street especially when we reached bombay point... i wanted to buy the indian earrings cause they looked so classy ... but then i was like i'm going to spend money soon at night ... nvm bombay point will always be there... maybe i'll go there before i go hong kong...

in the evening i invited some human's over for swimming and dinner... but there were many humans who couldn't make it... but either way i was nice to just relax in the water and let everything sink to the bottom... while your eyes are looking at the sky while imagining the possibilities of the future... dinner was fun we went to ming tien ...

haha i went all the way to tj's house which was in klang to play jim rummy :)... lyn was right it is addictive ... and klang air is so hazy... its like smoking without the cigratte... haha i'm not good at jim rummy cause my tiles were sucky but i had fun... haha.. :)... i came home later than usual but it didn't bother me or anyone else.. yes there were calls from parents but thats normal.. i'm a girl ... :) and i love being a girl... i can get away with almost anything well more than the amount of things boys can get away with...

5th July - CHEER 2009... lol BLITZERZ won champion ... they totally kicked ass ... the difference between first place and first runner up was 39 points... way kicking cheerleading ass if you asked me... hehe... it was fun i went with yl, max, lw, sy and brandon... and my sister... it was a really tight competition this year... you could feel the tension in the air... but sad to say there wasn't much hype about it for some reason.. the energy levels were down... but the usual senior teams such as dynamites, shirtliff , xavier and etc... put up a really good show to watch... i'm addicted to basky's now... i feel like youtubing to help my addiction... but i can seriously say that BLITZERZ did a really good job :) i liked the routine.. the music and choreography complimented each other very well...

in between i saw some familiar faces like jasmine, ben, justin, philip , arnold, mei li and jen ai... it was nice to see jasmine whose yl's cousin... she looks very fair and white now... i don't know why but for some reason everyone who came back from australia looks whiter... must be the air there or something... right now i need australian air and brazillian food or water or something... brazillian bods are HOT ... look at gisele...

after the whole cheer thing was over we decided to have dinner as yl wanted to eat dinner with jasmine.. so we went to ikea and had meat balls :)... the conversation we had was so nostalgic... we talked about all the stuff we did when we were in high school... it was so fun .. and then for some reason we talked about yl's wedding plans and her 'J' crushes... haha max had a glimpse of it...

speaking of max... max sorry for mixing your name up with marcus.. it was an accident... :D... hehe ...

it was a nice weekend overall... eventhough there were many days where i had to wake up early and such...

-natalie-

Upgrade

Hello

I finally upgraded my handphone haha... its not the latest model but it did burn away 3 months worth of my salary.... anyways I bought a N79....hehe

You guys don't need an image right? haha ...

Anyway I'm still waiting for someone to teach me how to text in cantonese... anyone?

The Last Few Days...

hello

The last few days have got their share of ups and downs....

the downs

My internet dieded recently

I couldn't skype

Now also i still cannot skype cause someone used up their internet bandwidth

Work has been tiring due to the massive accumulation of my sleep debt... I now know why working people drink lots of coffee... and i now cannot survive without at least one cup of coffee everyday...

I've been running out of coins for coffee

and the list stops there hopefully... its still early ... thats the sad part... Now here are the UPS...

I finally got my pay which means i need my parents to top up a little bit more so that i can get a new mobile... can someone recommend? i want something sexy please to match with sexy me lol... x)

I got the david archuleta tickets... THANK YOU SHAUN

I'm finally going to eat the lychee tiramisu cake that i've been dying to try from eastin hotel...

I watched shopholic with my chi mui's and now i really really want a green scarf i just need to find where to get one... unless someone got it for me *hint hint* i love the show :) but i loved the company more :) *hugs

I finally got some good news in my life recently.. thank goodness...

[ 'I know that I've got issues but your pretty messed up too' ]
-kelly clarkson-

-natalie-

Wishing You Were Here Sweetheart...

hello

As said in my earlier post i shall blog about my lunar new year :)... its nothing much really...

First Day

For the first day... i woke up late and i had to rush to get dressed and had the tea ceromony with my parents, grandma and my uncle. I have a very small family my dad is the eldest of the family and only has one younger brother who only has one son... so the ang's third generation in Malaysia only consists of Sherman, Natalie and Nicole. We don't really get visitors on the first day so normally, i would take my singaporean cousin to the cinema to catch a movie cause he'll be leaving the next day anyway... so this year we watched Underworld 3: Rise of the Lycans. Being a fan of the underworld saga i was excited... will write a review about it later on when i feel like writting...

So while waiting for my mum to fetch us from the mall we took some shots... hehe.. x) enjoy...

L-R: Sherman, Nicole and Natalie

Didn't you Know that we are very very serious people?

Doing something random

Second Day

For the second day, we had my mum's third sister's family come over for a visit but my cute little nieces and nephew didn't come :(... but its ok i then went to my mum's second brother's house to visit and i met them there... their so cute now... just look at them :)

6 month old Ariel giggling as we tickle her belly

Jeriel and Ariel




Well thats all for now :) hope your having an awesome day ...



-natalie-

The Golden Globes

hello everyone

its award season :)... time to check out what everyone's wearing hehe... winning is kind of important too don't get me wrong but isn't the process more important... anyways here are my picks on the top 5 best dressed... its just my opinion... you can disagree with me if you want...

Anne Hathaway

I love this dress. the colour brings out her pale skin tone and those red lips just pop for me. i love the fact that they added designs on the top and left the botton plain cause if they didn't it would be a little too much isn't it....

Kate Beckinsale

this dress is so fitting on her body and it makes her look great. the top of the dress reminds me of flower petals. Calla lilies...love the bottom too....

Eva Longaria

This girl can really dress up :) i like her.. she can carry any colour imaginable and majority of the time she wears latin designers... i love the corset top and i love the fact that she didn't pair it with gold accessories if not that would have been very boring... go red and silver !

Evan Rachel Wood

I'm normally not a big fan of ruffles but this girl has totally changed my mind... love the earrings too... :)

Elizabeth Banks

She may be modeling the most popular shade of the evening, but she sets herself apart by slipping on a gorgeous, Grace Kelly-glam version of the neutral trend. The shapely actress gets nearly everything right with her daintily ruffled, cap-sleeved J. Mendel gown and her flipped-back, clipped-back throwback of a bob. Her only misstep: That honking diamond necklace, which clashes -- as much as copious amounts of precious stones can clash -- with her pretty couture.

To see the worst dressed please go on over to my sisters blog :) ... bye for now

-natalie-

Eventful Days...

hello

Saturday was so nerve wrecking ... i wish i could control my nerves but i had a lot riding on my shoulders during that time and you know me... i want this so bad that I'll give away my sports car (if i had one) just to be able to get into that university... i want this so bad.. i want to go there.. I've always loved that country that place .. and besides the university looks so nice and its very very established.. were talking about a 100 year old university by 2011... i want this so bad.. i hope they give this to me.. i cannot say anything else except i want this so bad...

i sat down on a chair to face the professor

he asked me questions which i rather not hear

my body trembled violently

as i tried to find the words to say

in the end all i said was what i could have think of

only to realised that i wish to answer it again

i could not help but feel intimidated by the others around me

but what was i suppose to do

he questioned me about Darwin

and many more

its not that i don't know

i just couldn't

as there were others trying to claim the prize

knocking me out of the ring to take it from me...

i hope they give it to me

as i want so bad to go there....

i hope that gives u a glimpse or rather a gist of what happened on Saturday... i doubt you'll understand it though but i hope you'll at least try...

so today is Sunday and my parents decided lets go Chinese new year shopping x) hehe... just what i needed shopping to help me not think about yesterday... so i went and shopped... i bought skinny jeans hehe finally right x) it was such a bargain .. bought it for only rm69... hehe cheap leh?... awyz i bought another skirt...as for the tops going to reuse it... and right now i just need to get shoes not because its the lunar new year but because my nude pair is dying its been with me for so long... its like my baby or something... i hope i get to buy new shoes soon... i don't know if you know this but i have a soft spot for sexy shoes.... hehe... i can't help it...

oh yeah while shopping i met the sexy su yee there shopping too hehe... i got to go now... my legs feel so tired i need a massage.. hehe bye

-Natalie-

Natalie's Daily Life

Hey...

I know lately i've been staying at home a lot.... I bet you guys are wondering ' what on earth does natalie do in that tiny little house of hers for entertainment?' well it is very simple... i've been doing chores... ITS SO MUCH FUN!!!!.... and i was amazed by this... *points at pictures below*

no its not my clothes... its my dads... see how much ironing one person can make another person do... there's more...

see... i think my dad has more clothes than me ...

i need to shop i need to get
-shoes
-skinny jeans
-shorts
- and some tops...

but i need money lolz... i think i need to get a job or something... then after all the chores i goof around with my sister for some fun x) but i cannot goof around with her already cause she's back in school and its her SPM year....

The Ang Sister's

Sometimes my relatives would come over for a visit and bring along my adorable nieces and nephews X) hehe... this time Ariel and Jeriel came for a visit.... so happy... hehe... i had to teach jeriel how to roller blade.. unfortunately we made no progress as jeriel had issues moving his leg the way that we have to in order to roller blade... and then after that i took him for a swim his so cute .. he taught me how to swim his way x) lolz... i couldn't really play with ariel cause she's still too young... here are some pictures...

Otheniel and Jeriel in his roller blading gear :)

The going to be 6 month old Ariel hehe so fat and cute...

*******

You know what all baby's are born fat and chubby my mum said that i wasn't hehe i was only 2.5kg and i was super skinny when i was born which would explain why i'm so small hehe... don't get me wrong its not like my mum wasn't eating during her pregnancy but i think her body took more than it gave to me... lolz...

*******

Jeriel and I after swimming and watching BEN 10 together hehe...

i like BEN 10 do you ?

Anyway i think i have a blog layout that i really really like X) but i have problems changing the skin.. don't worry i've already got someone to help me ... will show it to you guys soon

ciao

Tertiary Entrance Rank (TER)

hello

i couldn't sleep last night

i was nervous

i was scared

and this worsen when someone told huey ren that international students will get a lower TER than aussie students... it scared the hell out of me and i started going why didn't i migrate to aus... which was stupid

but in the end i got tired and fell asleep even when i shut my eyes i was still well barely awake... and then i woked up cause i received and sms from my sweetheart hr and i looked at the time and went wasn't someone suppose to wake me up?

so i logged in but i had probs so tried resetting the silly thing and finally got in... my pulse was speeding as it raced to catch up with the beat of my heart....

when the page finally load i saw 75 .... but it was the university aggregate so its the wrong one then i saw the real one... guess what i got?

i got the TER that i wanted...if u were listening to what i was telling you in the beggining of the year when you asked me what my goal was you would know if you didn't then too bad x) hehe... yay !!!! i'm so freaking estatic right now x)

this means something dear to me cause earlier in the year whenever i told anyone i was doing SAM they gave the wtf look or the just cough or give me this-girl-just-ruined-her-life-look .... so yeah... whatever i don't need any haters.... awyz kanye west new song is nice x)

bye world...

Pretty Drink Garnishes

hello world

i don't know whats wrong with me i think i've found a new obsession hehe ... pretty right ? i don't know why i'm so fascinated .... must be the prettyness.... x) saw the aritcle on msn and i got hooked immediately... enjoy...

pretty leh? awyz i got to go bye all

ps: sam results coming out aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....


-natalie-