Something Interesting...

My sister said something interesting yesterday...

' I believe that God made us in pairs , we just so happen to be at a different place and maybe at a different time. And somehow when we finally meet them we'll just know... '

I agree with the first bit of her statement but later part not so much... i mean how are you suppose to know if you don't give it a shot right? i mean a girls prince charming isn't just going to fall from the sky right? even if i wished they would then it'll be easier...

Its like even if you get your heart broken after trying but then we sometimes don't realize that even though we get our hearts broken we are well actually getting one step closer to finding the one... Thats why some of us just keep kissing frogs :)

Sweetdreams Beautiful Nightmare...

Your smile, your kiss, your eyes, your lips
Nothing but a distant memory
Dreams
Together we painted the skies
With the honest love from high above
But what lies

Well, I need to move on and walk away
I wished you'd asked me to stay

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
You're nothing but euphoric ecstasy
I'm picking up the pieces of us
As you walk far away
Goodnight my beautiful melody
Our song has runned its course
Should have known you'll dissapoint me
Your just another fairytale gone wrong

You held my hand, you hold me close
Whispered sweet nothings into my ears
Illusions
I lied awake the night you left
Your voice it rings, you told me things that I'll never forget
This pain

Hurts

Well I thought that this would last
And I've never ever have to walk away

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
Our love story is now over
I'm struggling to stay a float
But not anymore
Goodnight my lovely romeo
Your Juliet has gone away
She's writting it in the sand
So that it'll fade away

I cannot say I don't love you
I cannot say I hate you
I cannot get rid of your memory
I wished we can rewrite this story
But then again I know you don't want too
So you're gone and so am'i

Yes, it hurts right now
It isn't even half of what I feel
But I've already let it go

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
You're nothing but euphoric ecstasy
I'm glad that your gone
From underneath my skin
Goodnight my beautiful melody
That's all I can say to you
All the pain you've caused me
Has finally dissappeared...

Memo To All

Today was suppose to be the happiest day in my life ... but i got an unexpected call which brought news of despair, sorrow and anger... the call cut me very very deep till i could not feel the pain all over my body due to the fact that i have been in pain for the past few days... my jaw, neck, arm and ankle hurt... no i'm not lying they have been hurting...

to be honest i felt insulted by the call... and now i can never ever be nice to the person who called me... there is no way i can ever find a way or reason to forgive this person... and as far as i'm concern that person is dead in my book... well if you want to know i'll never tell you but you can ask that person in sydney he would know...

not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah
Uh Huh
that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying
I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

You get my drift?

If This Isn't Love - Jennifer Hudson

hello

to be honest i'm very angry right now.. i have a lot of reasons but i'm not going to disclose the details here... So don't think of me of some angry hater kind of person ok? I'm now caught in the middle if i should go down to the south to sit for something that might make me look like a fool... eventhough i know that this oppurtunity which has been given to me is like a once in a lifetime oppurtunity but somehow or rather my heart is not in it...

i know that i should do this cause when...

'you've got one shot do not miss your chance to blow cause oppurtunity comes once in a lifetime'

but somehow or rather my heart is just not that.. i have to decide by this friday cause i have to inform the tribal council.. hopefully i'll decide soon cause its just around the corner...

Btw the song stated above reminds me of someone ... i bet you know who you are :)...

I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how muchI really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe

God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t loveL-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t Wanna share him with nobody
Not even knows
People that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only becauseI
t’s the only way I can describe, so

If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E,
oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh

Romantically Blissed

Hello

"You are too generous to trifle with me. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes are unchanged, but one word from you will silence me on this subject for ever."

-Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen -

I've always been a fan of the old romantic classics :) Movies such as Pride and Prejudice, The Duchess and so on have always made me imagined myself being born during those times and dancing in those fancy balls... And finding love at the end of the night ... I sometimes think I've been borned during the wrong time to a time where men who treat lady's with such manners are all extinct... I have met a few however most were just mere acts...

I'm a really traditional person when it comes to things like this .. I guessed it has been due to the reading and some contribution from Walt Disney himself...

Oh well maybe one day just one day such of my fantasies would come true or something... Eventhough the possibility is well near to zero. I can still dream :)

Oh another thing... I was in the airport quite recently sending someone dear to me and I saw something very dear to me... It is something that you could say would make me smile on the inside and the outside. Well I saw...

I saw a couple sending their eldest son off... The mother was crying but not bawling like crazy and the father saw . Instead of patting her on the shoulder like most of the male species would do (no offence but from what I've observed... ) . He took her into his arms hugged her tight and kissed her on the cheek looked into her eyes and smiled while saying 'He'll be back soon.." . He meaning their son... It was so sweet to see a couple who are not to say very young or very old but has had three kids and both who are constantly working 9-5 jobs and sometimes during the weekends... It was just so sweet and it was the only thing that made me smile for real while I was there... I stood there wondering in the corners of my mind whether I would be romantically blissed one day just like them....

-natalie

I Dread...

Truth be told...

I dread the nights after which you've gone to bed

with your eyes close and your ears deaf

because that is when i feel the most lonely

but i rejoice in the fact that the moon is out

and the sun is no more because

it means that i am one day less from seeing you again

in the month of November...

The Golden Globes

hello everyone

its award season :)... time to check out what everyone's wearing hehe... winning is kind of important too don't get me wrong but isn't the process more important... anyways here are my picks on the top 5 best dressed... its just my opinion... you can disagree with me if you want...

Anne Hathaway

I love this dress. the colour brings out her pale skin tone and those red lips just pop for me. i love the fact that they added designs on the top and left the botton plain cause if they didn't it would be a little too much isn't it....

Kate Beckinsale

this dress is so fitting on her body and it makes her look great. the top of the dress reminds me of flower petals. Calla lilies...love the bottom too....

Eva Longaria

This girl can really dress up :) i like her.. she can carry any colour imaginable and majority of the time she wears latin designers... i love the corset top and i love the fact that she didn't pair it with gold accessories if not that would have been very boring... go red and silver !

Evan Rachel Wood

I'm normally not a big fan of ruffles but this girl has totally changed my mind... love the earrings too... :)

Elizabeth Banks

She may be modeling the most popular shade of the evening, but she sets herself apart by slipping on a gorgeous, Grace Kelly-glam version of the neutral trend. The shapely actress gets nearly everything right with her daintily ruffled, cap-sleeved J. Mendel gown and her flipped-back, clipped-back throwback of a bob. Her only misstep: That honking diamond necklace, which clashes -- as much as copious amounts of precious stones can clash -- with her pretty couture.

To see the worst dressed please go on over to my sisters blog :) ... bye for now

-natalie-

Don't You Know ? You Take my Breath Away...

hello world

the other day i saw one of my dance show and there was one particular dance that really got my attention... it was a couple dancing together so romantically i think they were doing the rhumba it was so freaking romantic ... maybe it'll happen to me someday sometime some way ... i can dream can't i? ... awyz i'll leave u to imagine i bet u'll know the song...

Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game

On this endless ocean

Finally lovers know no shame

(my fav verse)

Turning and returning

To some secret place inside

Watching in slow motion

As you turn around and say

My love

Take my breath away

Take my breath away

Watching I keep waiting

Still anticipating love

Never hesitating

To become the fated ones

Through the hourglass I saw you

In time you slipped away

When the mirror crashed I called you

And turned to hear you say

If only for today

I am unafraid

Take my breath away

Take my breath away

Watching every motion

In this foolish lovers game

Haunted by the notion

Somewhere there's a love in flames

Turning and returning

To some secret place inside

Watching in slow motion

As you turn around and say

My love

Take my breath away

Take my breath away

its so romantic isn't it....

-natalie-