The Ass Has Spoken

Therefore, I shall Write me Bloggy....

I'm FUCKING ANNOYED .....

Last night my room door spoiled therefore i didn't close it cause i feared that i would lock myself in.... so i went down to the office to inform then and they said alright we will send someone up to fix it in the morning...

So i expected them to inform me via email or phone call... but little did i know...

The next morning 3 unknown alien man came into my room with hammers and a drill...

they told me to continue sleeping but how on earth do you expect me to continue sleeping if your using hammers and drills to fix my door...

and sleep with 3 alien guys in my room...

the best part was that you guys were arguing in cantonese about who fixed the door wrongly yesterday and how to fix the door...

Seriously... geeezzz

Memo To All

Today was suppose to be the happiest day in my life ... but i got an unexpected call which brought news of despair, sorrow and anger... the call cut me very very deep till i could not feel the pain all over my body due to the fact that i have been in pain for the past few days... my jaw, neck, arm and ankle hurt... no i'm not lying they have been hurting...

to be honest i felt insulted by the call... and now i can never ever be nice to the person who called me... there is no way i can ever find a way or reason to forgive this person... and as far as i'm concern that person is dead in my book... well if you want to know i'll never tell you but you can ask that person in sydney he would know...

not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah
Uh Huh
that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying
I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

You get my drift?

If This Isn't Love - Jennifer Hudson

hello

to be honest i'm very angry right now.. i have a lot of reasons but i'm not going to disclose the details here... So don't think of me of some angry hater kind of person ok? I'm now caught in the middle if i should go down to the south to sit for something that might make me look like a fool... eventhough i know that this oppurtunity which has been given to me is like a once in a lifetime oppurtunity but somehow or rather my heart is not in it...

i know that i should do this cause when...

'you've got one shot do not miss your chance to blow cause oppurtunity comes once in a lifetime'

but somehow or rather my heart is just not that.. i have to decide by this friday cause i have to inform the tribal council.. hopefully i'll decide soon cause its just around the corner...

Btw the song stated above reminds me of someone ... i bet you know who you are :)...

I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how muchI really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe

God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t loveL-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t Wanna share him with nobody
Not even knows
People that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only becauseI
t’s the only way I can describe, so

If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E,
oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh

If You Step On My Toes...

hello

If you step on my toes you better watch out I'll bite your head off...

Its been a month and the office is a mean concrete jungle. There is basically three types of people in the office...

a. The people who are extremely friendly but behind your back they are talking badly about you, creating all sort of rumours and trying to gang up against you. And in addition to that they will eventually step on your head...

then there's

b. The people who are just very cold and unsocial towards newcomers (meaning trainees like me) . They act like your inferior to them and making friends with you would be a waste of their time..

lastly,

c. there's the friendly people but don't talk to you at all... When you pass them in the hallway their smile ask how are you and then thats it...

Office politics itself is very dirty... Its somehow similar to what you see on the idiot box... And somehow i fell that this job of mind is going to teach me now how to handle all of this is the future :)... oh well... let's hope for the best...

at the end of the day in the office you cannot be too friendly if not people will step on your toes painfully....

-natalie-

Teen Angst

hello :)

I like to eat

I like dogs especially pomeranians

i like the green tea ice cream from the lil chain of shops of the Zanmai's

i like to receive flowers

i like chocolates

i dislike mint chocolate and mint ice cream cause it taste like toothpaste

i dislike being mistreated

i do not like being chained up cause it gets boring i understand that you mean it in good terms but how are you suppose to learn to trust me...

i do not like people who are sexist and think that women only belong at home mopping floors...

i do not like people who discriminate against other people...

i do not like people who insult ...

i need to go away from here... and yet i can't...