Between crossroads there I stood
Wondering which way to go
I took the path of another
Not one of my own
I'm walking now and i'm struggling
Its too dark
My eyes can't see
I don't have a light cause someone took it from me
I don't have hands to guide my way
I'm struggling
I'm falling
Into the unknown
A pit
or the bottom of the ocean
I don't care
as I feel the slippery cold hands of misery
Numb my pain
I used to have my feet on soft clouds
and the sun in my face
Where did it go?
I don't know
I know I'll pull through
I always do...
I'll float again sometime soon
But for now I'm just going to lie here
Clueless, emotionaless and souless...
Labels: emo, poems
posted at: 5:05 AM
Random scribbles when you day dream in class .....Baby I can't live a lie
No more, We're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you
Can't you see that we can't mend
Whats broken my dear
Nothing but shattered glass on the floor right now
I'm tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too
Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you
Baby I'm just so over you
Baby i'm just so over you
Why did you do the things you did to me
The lies, where was the truth
Baby I won't denie that I still care for you
I do, after all we've been through
But I can't just do this anymore
I'm just so tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too
Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you
Baby I can't live a lie
No more, we're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you
Baby I'm just so over you
Baby I'm just so over you...
Labels: music, poems, random
posted at: 3:01 AM
hello :)
The pass few days have been a blast...
to much dismay it went by too fast...
as i lack the time to write words ...
here are some picture to give you a glimpse of the days passed...
Enjoy !
Geneva and I before second high table dinner
Battle of the halls
Concert tickets courtesy of Isaiah co...
Nigel and I during the cultural fair for HKU
Dinner :) at a nice place with good company...
Hong Kong ...
Finally Lab Work :) for forensic science ... something that i miss doing...
:)
-natalie-
Labels: events, friends, University
posted at: 2:53 AM
I learned a very important lesson today :)
Its autumn in Hk now... i love the weather :) its not to cold nor is it too hot.... its windy and stuff... it makes hot coffee in starbucks more enjoyable...
it makes walking in the middle of the night more enjoyable
it helps me save money on aircond at night
but it is not a good time to wear flowy short skirts...
i woke up today telling myself i don't feel like wearing jeans... so i put on my fav green flowy skirt... the wind didn't start blowing until after economics class... which was when i finally realise how good my timing is...
so mental note don't wear short flowy skirts when the wind is blowing...
-natalie-
Labels: random
posted at: 1:56 AM
We once wrote our names in the sand
Thinking that it will last
and the tides will never wash it away
but for some reason the tides grew strong
eventually your name faded but mine stayed
you left me at a crossroad
drenched in the rain
i watched you walked the road which i could not take
i fell on my knees and curled into a ball
praying that the pain and numbness would go away
eventually the rain stopped and the sun came
warming my icy heart of stone
i soon crawled, walked and ran
i ran in the opposite direction towards a new horizon
the new horizon held unexpected surprises
a world filled with the unknown....
now as the euphoria of the new world fills my vains
i bid you goodbye for one last time ....
This was long overdue... i found it sitting in a pile of paper :)Labels: personal, poems, random
posted at: 9:42 PM
