Baby I'm Just So Over You...

Random scribbles when you day dream in class .....

Baby I can't live a lie
No more, We're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you

Can't you see that we can't mend
Whats broken my dear
Nothing but shattered glass on the floor right now
I'm tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too

Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you
Baby I'm just so over you
Baby i'm just so over you

Why did you do the things you did to me
The lies, where was the truth
Baby I won't denie that I still care for you
I do, after all we've been through
But I can't just do this anymore

I'm just so tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too
Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you

Baby I can't live a lie
No more, we're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you

Baby I'm just so over you
Baby I'm just so over you...

Sweetdreams Beautiful Nightmare...

Your smile, your kiss, your eyes, your lips
Nothing but a distant memory
Dreams
Together we painted the skies
With the honest love from high above
But what lies

Well, I need to move on and walk away
I wished you'd asked me to stay

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
You're nothing but euphoric ecstasy
I'm picking up the pieces of us
As you walk far away
Goodnight my beautiful melody
Our song has runned its course
Should have known you'll dissapoint me
Your just another fairytale gone wrong

You held my hand, you hold me close
Whispered sweet nothings into my ears
Illusions
I lied awake the night you left
Your voice it rings, you told me things that I'll never forget
This pain

Hurts

Well I thought that this would last
And I've never ever have to walk away

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
Our love story is now over
I'm struggling to stay a float
But not anymore
Goodnight my lovely romeo
Your Juliet has gone away
She's writting it in the sand
So that it'll fade away

I cannot say I don't love you
I cannot say I hate you
I cannot get rid of your memory
I wished we can rewrite this story
But then again I know you don't want too
So you're gone and so am'i

Yes, it hurts right now
It isn't even half of what I feel
But I've already let it go

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
You're nothing but euphoric ecstasy
I'm glad that your gone
From underneath my skin
Goodnight my beautiful melody
That's all I can say to you
All the pain you've caused me
Has finally dissappeared...

You Were Superficial To Think It Was Superficial...

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on the 10th of July i was attending my ex school's talent night :) it was a spectacular evening minus the technical difficulties... but none the less the studnets never failed to put up a good show... here are some shots... the video's will be on facebook soon... for picture's of the performances you'll have to check with nick... and after malam bakat instead of heading to mcd or secret recipe with the other people we went and eat lok lok :) lol... it was so much fun ...

nick and I

Finale...

IX and I and some other people i don't know why its so blur... its not my hand...

IX and I again....

The form 5's posing...

Lok Lok goodness x)....

Overall it was a nice night :)

-natalie-

Death

Today the world lost two icons from two different worlds... One was the King Of Pop who dominated the charts and won the hearts of many adoring fans. The other was a stunning actress, an angel.









As a kid i have been exposed to Michael Jackson. Songs such as smooth criminal, billie jean and beat it were all part of my childhood. In fact he was the reason why i wanted to dance in the first place. His moves dazzled my young imagination. his moves sometimes defied the laws of physics. His song the way you make me feel was the first song i actually danced too according to my mum. In the entire music industry i cannot think of someone who is much better then michael jackson because he is irreplacable... Who else can write, sing and dance as well as him...






The lost of such a talented individual who has entertained us for 45 years is a great lost indeed.

Today Farrah Fawcett lost her battle to cancer. One of the three pioneer angels and a hair icon. She made woman everywhere wanted the fawcett hair. She kind of started that hairstyle anyway.





Tonight the world mourns as the world has lost two talented and beautiful souls.

David Archuleta Live In Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

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Last saturday at 3.45pm like that my sister and i was busy enjoying a David Archuleta Concert in Sunway Amphitheatre... It was a hot day and the venue was outdoor too :) oh joy the heat of the malaysian sun .. but it was all worth it.. I met lyndy and karyan in the concert :) hehe The moment he came out i can feel my eardrums breaking as the decibels in the theatre was so freaking high... i can still remember shaun's expression whenever it got too loud...Eventhough he was out for a while and only performed 6 songs it was still worth it to catch him live for once :) btw he looks much taller and much much better looking in person ...

Oh yeah SPECIAL THANKS TO SHAUN FOR GETTING US VIP SEAT TICKETS... When the concert ended it started to rain again :) it was raining during the concert... See david archuleta can make our hot malaysian weather much cooler so that all his loyals fans who were waiting for him will stop sweating buckets...ok i'm just being lame ignore me... anyway i'll upload the shots and video from the concert another time... btw i'm still waiting for some photos from lyndy, kar yan, melly and shaun :) pls send to my email ok? thanks ya :)

ps : i miss david arcuhuleta already ...

-natalie-

If This Isn't Love - Jennifer Hudson

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to be honest i'm very angry right now.. i have a lot of reasons but i'm not going to disclose the details here... So don't think of me of some angry hater kind of person ok? I'm now caught in the middle if i should go down to the south to sit for something that might make me look like a fool... eventhough i know that this oppurtunity which has been given to me is like a once in a lifetime oppurtunity but somehow or rather my heart is not in it...

i know that i should do this cause when...

'you've got one shot do not miss your chance to blow cause oppurtunity comes once in a lifetime'

but somehow or rather my heart is just not that.. i have to decide by this friday cause i have to inform the tribal council.. hopefully i'll decide soon cause its just around the corner...

Btw the song stated above reminds me of someone ... i bet you know who you are :)...

I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how muchI really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe

God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t loveL-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t Wanna share him with nobody
Not even knows
People that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only becauseI
t’s the only way I can describe, so

If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E,
oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh

The 2009 Grammy Awards

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We hear their songs on the radio and mtv all the time :) but the thing is can they dress to impress on the red carpet on musics biggest and oh-so-prestigious award ceremony.Once again here are my picks for best dressed and worst dressed for the 2009 Grammy Awards.. Enjoy...

BEST DRESSED

Kate Beckinsale

Actress Kate Beckinsale plays up her shape in this dramatic Reem Acra gown and Lorraine Schwartz jewels. its a lovely dress but however its a little too much drama going on at the bottom of the dress for the Grammy's...nevertheless she is still one of my picks for best dressed :)...

Sheryl Crow

Proving that dressing age-appropriate doesn’t have to mean looking boring, Sheryl Crow’s off-the-shoulder sky blue dress by Maticevski deserves a shout-out as one of the more fashionable and flattering outfits of the evening.

Kim Kardashian

Kim trying to look sophisticated instead of sexy... hmmm.. I like it for some reason theres just something about the dress that looks classy and yet hot :) This pleated minidress is by Maticevski.

Taylor Swift

The country star cutie gave red-carpet veterans a run for their money in this sophisticated jersey dress with black patent straps by Kaufman Franco. The 120-carat bracelet by Lorraine Schwartz also impressed. Simplicity is in fact beauty.

Katy Perry

Perry’s soft pink red-carpet dress by Basil Soda is one of the standouts of the evening. There's something very Marilyn Monroe about the outfit and hair and aura that she was emiting that evening. Don't you agree? however i wish i could say the same for the outfit that she wore while performing on stage but i'm afraid i can't. If your really curious to know... you can go and google it to find out...

Worst Dressed

Bai Ling

I'm confused is she wearing this dress upside down? Maybe the ribbon is suppose to take our eyes off the other parts of the dress... But i'm so confused... Only the big Guy up the sky knows what was going through her head when she was chose this dress for the Grammy's.

Paula Abdul

This is one hot futuristic mess of yellow chiffon and shards of metal. You know i think it'll look better without that gladiator armour like thing on her shoulder...

Estelle

A very very futuristic dress... Too much into the future perhaps Estelle is a member of the Jetson family X) .

Gwyneth Paltrow

Mrs. Chris Martin from Coldplay was probably attempting to dress like a rock-star wife in this shimmery Versace dress, opaque gray stockings and silver sandals, but something about the ensemble has more of a figure-skater feel. Nevertheless, it still does not work....

Paris Hilton

What can i say about this night gown opps i mean dress x)... She's such a pretty girl.. just wished she put her pants on or better yet don't wear it...

Double the Worst Dressed : M.I.A

While we applaud M.I.A. for attending the day her baby was due, both her globe-esque red-carpet getup and dotty onstage outfits already have us debating which one we’re going to copy for our next Halloween costume. I can't choose can you? I excuse the blue sport shoes because she had a bun in oven but i'm sorry i really really can't excuse the rest of the get up. Both outfits are just so horribily tremendously wrong...

Well that's my pick.. feel free to make a comment too :)... awyz the next fashion post will be about the BAFTA's its a british award... Until then bye bye

-natalie-

2009 Grammy Award Winners

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This year is the 51st Grammy Awards one of music's biggest nights... This is one of the few award shows where i really pay attention to who wins and who doesn't x)... here's the 2009 Grammy Award Winners enjoy...

RECORD OF THE YEAR
"Please Read the Letter," Robert Plant and Alison Krauss

ALBUM OF THE YEAR
"Raising Sand," Robert Plant and Alison Krauss

BEST NEW ARTIST
Adele

SONG OF THE YEAR
"Viva La Vida" (Coldplay) Guy Berryman, Jonny Buckland, Will Champion & Chris Martin, songwriters

BEST FEMALE POP VOCAL PERFORMANCE
"Chasing Pavements," Adele

BEST MALE POP VOCAL PERFORMANCE
"Say," John Mayer

BEST POP PERFORMANCE BY A DUO OR GROUP WITH VOCALS
"Viva La Vida," Coldplay

POP COLLABORATION WITH VOCALS
"Rich Woman," Robert Plant and Alison Krauss

BEST POP VOCAL ALBUM
"Rockferry," Duffy

BEST TRADITIONAL POP VOCAL ALBUM
"Still Unforgettable," Natalie Cole

BEST SOLO ROCK VOCAL PERFORMANCE
"Gravity," John Mayer

BEST ROCK ALBUM
"Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends," Coldplay

BEST ROCK PERFORMANCE BY A DUO OR GROUP WITH VOCALS
"Sex On Fire," Kings Of Leon

BEST ALTERNATIVE MUSIC ALBUM
"In Rainbows," Radiohead

BEST FEMALE R&B VOCAL PERFORMANCE
"Superwoman," Alicia Keys

BEST MALE R&B VOCAL PERFORMANCES
"Miss Independent," Ne-Yo

BEST R&B PERFORMANCE BY A DUO OR GROUP WITH VOCALS
"Stay With Me (By The Sea)," Al Green Featuring John Legend

BEST R&B SONG
"Miss Independent," (Ne-Yo)M.S. Eriksen, T.E. Hermansen & S. Smith, songwriters

BEST R&B ALBUM
"Jennifer Hudson," Jennifer Hudson

BEST RAP / SUNG COLLABORATION
"American Boy," Estelle Featuring Kanye West

BEST FEMALE COUNTRY VOCAL PERFORMANCE
"Last Name," Carrie Underwood

BEST MALE COUNTRY VOCAL PERFORMANCE
"Letter To Me," Brad Paisley

BEST COUNTRY PERFORMANCE BY A DUO OR GROUP WITH VOCALS
Sugarland, "Stay"

BEST COUNTRY COLLABORATION WITH VOCALS
"Killing the Blues," Robert Plant & Alison Krauss

Keeps Getting Better

hello

for some reason i'm feeling this song...

it makes me want to go and have fun... :)

Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now

I'll make it sweet on the lips as it can knock you out

Shut up I don't care what you say

Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way

Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet

And you'll be loving it

Some days I'm a super bitch

Up to my old tricks

But it won't last forever

Next day I'm your super girl

Out to save the world

And it keeps gettin' better

Hold on Keeps gettin' better

Hold on Keeps gettin' better

In the blink of an eye

In the speed of the light

I'll hold the universe up

And make your planets collide

When I strap on my boots

And I slip on my suit

You see the vixen in me

Becomes an angel for you

awyz back to the study table bye all....

ps: should i remove my cbox? let me know ... hehe bb

Stress

Now I've come to cry

Shed your skin to rest my naked eye

And criticize

All that I implore

Seems to be one foot outside that door

Coming between me and waking

Underneath the corset of your mystery

Piece by piece undress you from your history

I'm sleeping with seclusion in sweet disarray

You can go heavy on me

And I will not weigh you down, down, down

You can be steady and clean

I can take it

Heavy on me

And I will not weigh you down

Born unto this pride

Silence is something you can't hide

You can't deny us

Nothing has been said

Yet so many words have filled my head

Now they completely surround me

Tie the lines of honest conductivity

Caught between the center of our gravity

I don't have that much time to burn anymore

hey all

like the lyrics?... i think i have rekindled my love for holly brook all over again... i love her songs...awyz i finally used the internet after so many days and was suprised at the many updates i have missed from everyones blog... lolz.. oh well i'm feeling really tired i need to do soemthing relaxing maybe a deep tissue massage or sometthing ... nah maybe tomorrow...

anyways stress levels are running high.. ethan tempted me to it with the rest of the class today cause it was half price for ladies only x) and it was a buffet at jagoya (don't know the spelling sorry)... sadness ler... oh well anyways

stress makes people say and do crazy things x) here are a few examples

*this conversation took place today it was caused by severe stress and deprivation of sleep and no i didn't say any of these*

scenario a

a: oh cool what's a starwood privellage card
b: yeah its a card that lets you eat anywhere in starhill for 50% off
a: awesome ...
suddenly
a: is hollywood a country ?

*b,c,d and e stare in amazement lolz.... *

c: eh then where's bollywood a?
a: ummm i think its its a place in india lolz....

scenario b

a: let's play a word game. i will say a word and the you'll have to say a word which starts with the same last alphabet of the word i said earlier
b,c,d: ok
a: pot
b: teapot
c: POOP!

All stared at amazement....

scenario c
a: eh b, what do you think chinatown is since u thought hollywood was a country ?
b: ummm its a kopitiam right?

LOLZ.....

see ladies and gentlemen what stress does to your mind... it twist and turns every bit of knowledge we have in our grey matter until we cannot comprehand simple questions....

anyways i came across a lot of old things yesterday while cleaning up my cabinet... some brought back good memories some just made me mad at some people ( its not who you think it is... trust me)... it made me felt disgusted about what i have done in my past but its ok people learn from their mistakes and i'm human so i will someday ... until then bye bye

-natalie-

Next Plane Home

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the stress is building up the determination to do better is starting after having being defeated by so many people crushed stab and hit by the head that is... i think that should tell you how bad my results are huh ?...





i shall work hard for the finals... its officially less than a month a way... the nervousness wei... i really need to do well.. no doubt that i won't be going to uni and will be here doing acca but i still want to do well... so that at least i can look back on this and go man i rock ! x) i have always believe that no matter what you do and if will not gain much from a certain experiences you must always give it you 110%... i think it was something that my mum thought me from little ...





awyz... i don't know when my next update will be since i have to really bernerding nerding from now on until nov 18... and even if i update it'll probably short lil updates about how i want some to kill me or something due to the high stress levels i'm experiencing... i hope i don't kill anyone in the process...





Awyz there's a song stuck in my head right now...

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor

I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door

I'm like an alley cat

Drink the milk up I want more

You make me wanna

You make me wanna scream

it makes me want to jump up and down in the air... i don't know why maybe its just the beat... oh here's another song that i think is nice... oh and the video is super cute x)

And I'm so lonely you're not here with me

That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

And you're you're the only face I wanna see

That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

Stand around try to make every moment

And be somebody yeah anybody

It seems the whole world is taking me over

I need somebody to help me get back to you

And I've always been a million miles away

But things are gonna change

I just wanna come home

Awyz i can feel all the wth voices coming right now... lookie its my baby nephew(from 1 week 1 day old post) again this time he has a name his name is Lai Yong Jien

his so lucky that he gets to just eat and sleep... wait for me ya yong jien aunty natalie will go and visit you in alor setar sometime next month when you one month old ok? wait ar.... in the mean time yong jien you must dream of your sexy aunty ok? good yong jien.... Don't know why i typed this...

ok i have to go now bye readers

ps: good luck to all sam people for the finals

pss: natalie wants to eat sushi...