My Sweet Blast From The Past...

hello :)

I had a sweet blast from the past today... i met my friend hsuen lee today :) after 6ix years of not seeing her... haha i finally met her... she migrated to New Zealand ... I would post up pictures of

us in primary school but i can't find any nice ones ... here we are now...

2009 is coming to an end

another chapter is about to begin ...

HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE !!! MAY THE NEW YEAR BRING YOU ALL LOTS OF LOVE, PEACE & JOY :D

I Miss You, You Know?

Sometimes there are times

Where I would sit here and ponder

Letting my thoughts wonder

To you

I wonder if we met down the road

Would you still remember me

Would you say hi...

I guess I'll know someday....

Something Interesting...

My sister said something interesting yesterday...

' I believe that God made us in pairs , we just so happen to be at a different place and maybe at a different time. And somehow when we finally meet them we'll just know... '

I agree with the first bit of her statement but later part not so much... i mean how are you suppose to know if you don't give it a shot right? i mean a girls prince charming isn't just going to fall from the sky right? even if i wished they would then it'll be easier...

Its like even if you get your heart broken after trying but then we sometimes don't realize that even though we get our hearts broken we are well actually getting one step closer to finding the one... Thats why some of us just keep kissing frogs :)

Back Home...

hello all

Guess what I'm back home ... hehe surprised? i know i told most of you that i'll be back on the 20th but guess what change of plans ? haha i arrived at 3am on the 17th a few days ago via air asia...

well i was suppose to arrive earlier but then my flight got delayed... this is why we shouldn't fly long distance via air asia...the flight was rather eventful...air turbulence all the way and the guy in front of me kept pushing back on his chair consequently hitting my knee all the time and the kid behind me couldn't stop kicking my chair...

thus the headache and body aching i'm experiencing right now... haha... my malaysian number is up and running now ;) so give me a call or drop by my house anytime ok :) can';t wait wait to hang out with you guys... we have so much catching up to do ... hehe...

-nat-

All Work & No Play Makes Nat A Dull Girl...

hello :)

After staring at my books for the longest of time i decided to go out and spoil myself for a while :) hehe...

My choice of venue :)

My partner in crime :) , Isaiah and I

Orgasmic Nepalnese / Indian food... something that I haven't had in a long time :) hehe... The food was really authentic even the chef was from nepal and even the waiters :) haha overall one good night of relaxation....

Good company + good food + nice weather = a happy natalie :)

What Has Natalie Been Up To?

hello

So what have you guys been up to? for me i've been trying to study cause i'm in the middle of my finals now and as you all know i had a slight case of food poisoning and stress breakdown earlier on so i have to make up for the lost time... hopefully i can get through this and score well... not hoping much for econs though...

Econs's and I have issues... so this is what i've been seeing for the pass few days ...




I have four finals.... just did one on monday which was psychology all thats left are...




Well I'm off... bye...

You Make Things Easier...

Thanks for taking care of me when I was sick... :)

If Only He Knew...

If only you knew
what hides
what lurks behind the dark brown eyes
you see

If only you knew the face
the face you see in the mirror
every morning
every night

If only you could make your mind up
and realise that this is true
if only you knew what was growing inside
yearning for your soul

If only you knew what to do
then you wouldn't hide
you wouldn't be so torned
you wouldn't have to take long walks in the middle of the night

If only you knew that this would last
and you'll never have to find another
you'll never have to search the seven seas
or the stars in the sky

If only you knew that two is better than one
and you know its true that we can't live without each other...

I Will Not Bow ...

The world has its ways of turning my rollercoaster upside down and stopping it in its tracks...

The world also has a way of lifting me and putting me on cloud 9...

Something unexpected has happened recently

I won't say what happened but your welcome to guess :)

I might just tell you the answer...

It was like the autumn winds ...

It came and go as always

But unexpectedly it stayed this time ...

Hopefully it stays longer

And time will slow down

So that I can enjoy this breeze for a longer period of time...

Clueless, Emotionaless and Souless...

Between crossroads there I stood
Wondering which way to go

I took the path of another
Not one of my own

I'm walking now and i'm struggling
Its too dark
My eyes can't see

I don't have a light cause someone took it from me
I don't have hands to guide my way

I'm struggling
I'm falling
Into the unknown

A pit
or the bottom of the ocean

I don't care
as I feel the slippery cold hands of misery
Numb my pain

I used to have my feet on soft clouds
and the sun in my face

Where did it go?
I don't know

I know I'll pull through
I always do...

I'll float again sometime soon
But for now I'm just going to lie here
Clueless, emotionaless and souless...

Baby I'm Just So Over You...

Random scribbles when you day dream in class .....

Baby I can't live a lie
No more, We're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you

Can't you see that we can't mend
Whats broken my dear
Nothing but shattered glass on the floor right now
I'm tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too

Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you
Baby I'm just so over you
Baby i'm just so over you

Why did you do the things you did to me
The lies, where was the truth
Baby I won't denie that I still care for you
I do, after all we've been through
But I can't just do this anymore

I'm just so tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too
Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you

Baby I can't live a lie
No more, we're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you

Baby I'm just so over you
Baby I'm just so over you...

8ight Days In Pictures....

hello :)

The pass few days have been a blast...

to much dismay it went by too fast...

as i lack the time to write words ...

here are some picture to give you a glimpse of the days passed...

Enjoy !

Geneva and I before second high table dinner

Battle of the halls

Concert tickets courtesy of Isaiah co...

Nigel and I during the cultural fair for HKU

Dinner :) at a nice place with good company...

Hong Kong ...

Finally Lab Work :) for forensic science ... something that i miss doing...

:)

-natalie-

A Lesson To Remember....

I learned a very important lesson today :)

Its autumn in Hk now... i love the weather :) its not to cold nor is it too hot.... its windy and stuff... it makes hot coffee in starbucks more enjoyable...

it makes walking in the middle of the night more enjoyable

it helps me save money on aircond at night

but it is not a good time to wear flowy short skirts...

i woke up today telling myself i don't feel like wearing jeans... so i put on my fav green flowy skirt... the wind didn't start blowing until after economics class... which was when i finally realise how good my timing is...

so mental note don't wear short flowy skirts when the wind is blowing...

-natalie-

The Last Goodbye...

We once wrote our names in the sand
Thinking that it will last
and the tides will never wash it away
but for some reason the tides grew strong
eventually your name faded but mine stayed

you left me at a crossroad
drenched in the rain
i watched you walked the road which i could not take
i fell on my knees and curled into a ball
praying that the pain and numbness would go away
eventually the rain stopped and the sun came
warming my icy heart of stone
i soon crawled, walked and ran
i ran in the opposite direction towards a new horizon

the new horizon held unexpected surprises
a world filled with the unknown....

now as the euphoria of the new world fills my vains
i bid you goodbye for one last time ....

This was long overdue... i found it sitting in a pile of paper :)

You Can Be A Sweetdreams or A Beautiful Nightmare....

hello

Guess what i've been doing for the pass few days?

-well trying to not sleep
-finishing assignments and essays
-trying to study
- trying to get enough sleep
-trying to not lose my sanity
- going to a freddy kepfman concert
-getting on a jet plane
-trying to put smiles on peoples faces
-getting drenched in the rain
-getting burned in the sun
-cooking

interesting eh?

-natalie-

Late Nights

as of recent date the workload has double and so have the quizes and presentations....

and the midterms are coming... sighs ... thank goodness i only have one before reading week and the rest will be after ... so i only need to worry about econs...

oh well... so guess where i'm heading for reading week... i'll give you a clue :) starts with an 'm' and ends with an 'a' ...

keep guessing :) i'll see you around... need to rush for psychology class....

psychology is driving me psycho... so much to read so little time....

so little time so much to do
i rather spend my days with you
frolicking underneath the sun
or dancing till the sun comes up

life's confusing its like a bouncing ball... it can hit the floor or the wall at every possible angle imaginable but the good thing about it is that it always bounces back... so just like life... we have to take what comes our way and bounce back up again :)

Late September Birthday Wishes

September 27th

To my dearest smelly melly ,

Happy Birthday Darling !!!

I miss you so much....

May you have an awesome one

May you always be happy

May good things always come your way and the bad winds stay away

May the love between you and Shaun grow stronger as each day goes by

and May you always be healthy as well

love ,

Nat

September 30th

To my dearest best friend / sister Lai wah aka Clarys,

Happy Birthday !!!

Thank you so much for always standing by my side

when i couldn't stand and for the comfort and warmth as well

so on your very special day i just want to wish you all the best

may you always be happy

may your life be filled with amazing things

may you grow even more beautiful as each year goes by

may you always have an angel by your side too :)

love you

from ,

nat

Natalie Goes Disneyland

I went to disneyland to celebrate my buddy Sook Voon's birthday :)

I had fun it brought out the kid inside of me again :) haha... esspecially since my hair has been in a tight bun for the past few days...

the fireworks we're magical and the parade was cool... It made me emotional... the fireworks, background and music was well the reason why...

only problem it was in canto not the song for the fireworks but for the glow in the dark halloween parade.. haha

regardless i still had fun :)

We went during the Halloween Festivities... so they transformed sleeping beauties castle into a haunted castle....

Merry -go-rounds are so nostalgic...

part of the group . (Clockwise : Debra, Nigel , Li Ling and I)

Li Ling and I with our mickey and minnie ears :) i couldn't resist it was so tempting to get one...

Anyway for more pictures please refer to Fb...

High Table Dinner

A few days ago ... well actually last wednesday... i attended my first ever high table dinner for my hall... i was kind of excited but kind of nervous at the same time... so i wore my black dress and walked down to the cafeteria... yes i know but they couldn't get another place to accomodate every single person in the hall this the cafeteria was used...

so you imagine hundreds if pretty girls wearing formal dresses and high heels and guys wearing suits with ties walking down the hall to the cafeteria... a little... but yeah wtv... so it was kind of fun.. they introduced us to like all the hall traditions and stuff and apparently my faculty has a song... i shall go and find out haha... x)

so i've been here for about a month plus already... so far hong kong like every other place on earth has its ups and downs...

ups
- shopping is freaking awesome (cheap and is ahead of KL)
-public transport rocks
-taxi's are nice and convinient
- people are really nice
and so on...

downs
- atm machine is slow
-elevator is slow
- language is a bit of issue apparently our malaysian accent is very hard to understand

and thats about it...

anyway i have to sleep going to watch to the interhall aquatic meet tomorrow ;)... hehe.. and going disneyland...

ps : photo's on facebook...

Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin

You're Very Thought Provoking You Know....

there are times where i see you in the corridor and i just want to open my mouth to say a monosyllable word called 'hi'
but somehow or rather my mouth would turn dry...

there are times when i'm walking all alone and i would suddenly smile
as the thought of you starts to pass through my mind

there are times where i find myself trying to guess
the meaning of the words that slipped through your lips...

right i'm sitting here in my room
wondering if you're somehow thinking about me too...

Typhoon 8ight

Hello

last night at 6pm a typhoon 8 warning was issued hence all classes were canceled until further notice so i woke up this morning at it was still raining... so all my classes before 2pm is canceled... which is awesome cause i had econs today...

so i don't know what typhoon 8 looks like but i know its really really violent winds... i don't know how it looks like cause i slept through the entire thing >.<.... not my fault i was tired esspecially after orientation last night ... oh yeah my orientation will only finish on the 20th... haha ...

so how did i survive my home lock in during the typhoon? especially since i'm quite restless...

- sleep
-eat
-surf the internet
-facebook
-and pray that the typhoon will make all the classes canceled... (i still have putonghua classes)....

i got to go... assignments, projects, presentations....

ps: i used to think i was an average student but now i feel really really below average....

-natalie-

Romance At Shek O Beach...

Hello...

I went to the beach yesterday as part of the activities held by the university of Hong Kong for international students... it was an hours journey from the university but worth the bumpy and long ride... I had a lot of fun riding the waves ..

and I have now gained a sudden fetish to learn surfing :) haha i know... so weird right.. natalie surfing? but we'll see... hehe.. we had a bbq buffet on the beach before heading towards the ocean... its a really pretty and romantic beach.. i really enjoyed riding the waves and soaking up the sun... but i may have soaked up too much... i'm now a red cherry tomato...

yes i know i should have put on sun block but you see i woke up late and hence i forgot... silly me... anyway here are some shots... there are more on facebook.. so go and check them out...

Jess, Geneva and I

Sook voon and I

The rest of the International Students...

Do you remember,

Or should I rewind,

To that summer when you caught my eye,

I played it cool, The weather was hot,

You had the beauty and the beach on lock.

With your flip flops, half shirt, short shorts, mini skirt,

Walkin' on the beach, so pretty,

You wasn't lookin' for a man,

When you saw me in the sand,

But you fell for the boy from the city

First Day

hello

I had my first official university class today... I was damn excited until class started... I had Introduction to Economics 1... it was so boring and philsophical.. i was like.... when the lecturer started quoting various economic figures... like adam smith. and marshall something... My lecturer stuttered a little bit here and there but i think he was nervous ... i could see it in his face... haha oh well..

i don't think i'll like economics but maybe it'll grow on me... thank goodness i'm doing accounting anf finance and not econ and finance..

oh btw autumn is coming... haha so its windy here now... i love it man... awesome wind especially when u go to the ferry pier... sea breeze :)...

Hong Kong So Far

*clears dust

hello :) i don't know if anyone still reads my blog.. but oh well..

hk is really nice so far.. so far my language barrier has only caused me angry screams from the bus drivers and siu pah drivers... it isn't so bad... i'll survive.. i think i'm starting to pick up the language... which is all part of the plan while i'm here... and nope i haven't met any super stars... i've been going to all the places where they normally got to eat but i haven't been fortunate enough to meet any ... but i have three years here so we'll see... haha

the weather here is really hot cause now its summer =.=' but autumn will be coming soon apparently... in hk i have to walk a lot... so i normally come home all sticky and stuff... i guess i didn't feel it back home cause we had cars... here its foot , cab , mtr , siu pah, tram, ferry or bus...
the public transport here is very efficient... so i love it like crazy ... they say 11 mean 11 the bus is coming... the mode of public transportations are also really clean :)... i sat on a double decker bus yesterday to Mong Kok it was damn fun... oh i finally found the toilet restaurant ... where they serve the food in a plate that looks like a toilet bowl... i plan to try it soon...

shopping here is reallly awesome... every High end brand imaginable... and the collections are really nice but the price is damn sexy la.. the shop assistants are really nice and friendly.. although some can be a bit aggressive and continously shove pretty things at your face that you want to buy... but their ok :)... the local shopping scene is also really nice... quality is not bad and its very very cheap... if you know where to go... now there is sales almost everywhere.. at the local brands... the high end brands have just finished their sales.. except chanel... haha

I'm very happy with my life here so far.. although there are some things that i would really like to bring over from kl to here like my bed, family, friends and the ss2 chicken porridge that i have been craving for ever since monday... but going abroad is about learning about yourself.. you either stand tall through it all and come back as a mature and bright individual or you fall victim to certain distractions here and get lost...

whatever may happen i know i'll pull through...

Someone's watching over me...

Ps : photo's are at fb... check them out :)

-nat-

7 Days

The past few weeks have been really nice and really emo and so on... many epiphanies, much laughter and much joy...

perhaps its just the calm before the storm... i'll be leaving for hk sooner than i thought... i woke up this morning and looked at the calender and i gasped... its amazing how time flies whenever you have something big up ahead of you :) ...

The emoness is setting in ... so awy here's what i've been doing as of late....

oh my visa just arrived .. looks like i'm really going... oh well...

11.08.09 Bliss

I had a wonderful birthday and i couldn't have asked for a better one :) ... two of my friends (yl and paul) planned a birthday/farewell for me on sunday and on tuesday my friend kin loong took me out for lunch and my parents took me out for dinner... i had fun ... i was surrounded by all the people who meant a lot to me :) Thank you to everyone who made this day possible ...

Kin loong....


haagen daaz...

mum and I at ribs...

orgasmic....

In short it was a gastronomical adventure on my birthday filled with fun, laughter and joy... hehe it was .. i had shabu shabu, hagen daaz (first time) and beef tenderloin steak from my fav shop ribs by vintry in bangsar... more pictures on facebook will be uploaded soon :)

I feel really blessed :)

Sweetdreams Beautiful Nightmare...

Your smile, your kiss, your eyes, your lips
Nothing but a distant memory
Dreams
Together we painted the skies
With the honest love from high above
But what lies

Well, I need to move on and walk away
I wished you'd asked me to stay

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
You're nothing but euphoric ecstasy
I'm picking up the pieces of us
As you walk far away
Goodnight my beautiful melody
Our song has runned its course
Should have known you'll dissapoint me
Your just another fairytale gone wrong

You held my hand, you hold me close
Whispered sweet nothings into my ears
Illusions
I lied awake the night you left
Your voice it rings, you told me things that I'll never forget
This pain

Hurts

Well I thought that this would last
And I've never ever have to walk away

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
Our love story is now over
I'm struggling to stay a float
But not anymore
Goodnight my lovely romeo
Your Juliet has gone away
She's writting it in the sand
So that it'll fade away

I cannot say I don't love you
I cannot say I hate you
I cannot get rid of your memory
I wished we can rewrite this story
But then again I know you don't want too
So you're gone and so am'i

Yes, it hurts right now
It isn't even half of what I feel
But I've already let it go

Sweetdreams beautiful nightmare
You're nothing but euphoric ecstasy
I'm glad that your gone
From underneath my skin
Goodnight my beautiful melody
That's all I can say to you
All the pain you've caused me
Has finally dissappeared...

I'm Leaving On Jet Plane , Don't Know When I'll Be Back Again...

i booked my ticket to hong kong the other day and it made me feel quite emo... it was a one way ticket and i'm not sure if i want to come back in december or go do something else... to be honest i have nothing much left for me here... my friends are leaving too it just so happens that i'm leaving earlier.. and my friends who are not leaving , they'll be fine cause they have a life to live... i only have my family left here that i have to worry about... i won't say what is it that i have to worry about but i know that its part and parcel of life... lifes not a straight road to begin with it has its sharp turns, round abouts and dead ends... but at the end of the day there's always more than one road... which is why people get lost sometimes...

i read a book today that max borrowed me and after reading the book... i felt good... it made me realise that hey its true...this is my second chance... its like a breathe of fresh air.. i'm going to be all alone when i get there but hey its good in a way... and besides i'll never be alone...

so if you ask me right now whether i'm happy or sad that i'm leaving... i will tell you this... i'm more happy than sad to be leaving...

'Every now and then life gives you a second chance its just how you use it at the end of the day'

A Random Solution

Lately everyone has been asking me so what are you doing now a days... cause I haven't been going out... lol.. i have a good reason to keep myself at home :)

well the reason is because ....

yup i'm sick... no i'm not dying... eventhough it feels like it but i'm not... i just have flu and a very very sore throat that makes me sound like a guy... and no its not h1n1...

my mum's too busy to cook for me today ... so a random solution popped into my head... which was campbell soup... i know pretty random... but what to do.. this is what sick people overseas do when they have no one near enough to get food for them :)... oh well i'll survive...

my throat hurts... i hope it goes away soon *prays...

You Should Have Given It A Chance...

Hello

I attended my hku reception/gathering on the 12th of July :)... hehe it was awesome... In a sense that i finally knew other people who were going to the same university as me and also because i met some other people there who are just as enthusiastic as me ... and also cause it gave me a chance to meet other people who share the same dreams and hopes of going there...

i'm so happy that i bumped into nigel who like me saw the ad in the newspaper and immediately took it as a chance to get out of here and to move on with our lives... the best part was that we both got into the same course :) so i found a course mate .. :) hehe... I met other people there too who were really friendly... we all plan to go there together on the same flight and such cause some of us can't speak cantonese well...

I've even met li ling whom knows jc ... and we plan to go on a shopping trip once we hit hk ... and we plan to do all sorts of stuff like hiking and makan makan... ;)...my appetite's back btw cause the doc gave me the green light YAY !!!!! s

despite all that the one thing i really really want to do is to get involved in the community projects done by the university students :) its so cool... i haven't decided but its between going to africa to help build school's or go to india and teach english ... My parents have given me the green light to participate so i just have to figure out which one i want... haha... if i go ghana then i can gazelle's and elephants :) *squels with excitement... if i go india i get to buy an authentic saree ... ok that sounds stupid... but then again i might get my kidney stolen in india... and i love my kidneys x)...

to be honest i'm really excited although the language barrier is going to be a really huge challenge... but i doubt its something that i can't handle... but then again the fact that i can't speak the language is going to make it really exciting in a weird way :).... Nevermind if i'm going down their be others coming with me *Smirks...

ps: i met my buddy she seems really really nice .... and friendly too... and she's going to get me from the airport :)...

-natalie-

You Were Superficial To Think It Was Superficial...

hello

on the 10th of July i was attending my ex school's talent night :) it was a spectacular evening minus the technical difficulties... but none the less the studnets never failed to put up a good show... here are some shots... the video's will be on facebook soon... for picture's of the performances you'll have to check with nick... and after malam bakat instead of heading to mcd or secret recipe with the other people we went and eat lok lok :) lol... it was so much fun ...

nick and I

Finale...

IX and I and some other people i don't know why its so blur... its not my hand...

IX and I again....

The form 5's posing...

Lok Lok goodness x)....

Overall it was a nice night :)

-natalie-

A New Buddy

The University of Hong Kong practices the Buddy System ... which is a system where the first year international student undergraduates are paired up with one of their senior students in the same programme... and that buddy will fetch you from the airport personally and be your friend/ translator throughout your entire first year...

So today i checked my email and my buddy emailed me :P hehe... she lives here in Malaysia too the only difference is that she is doing BBA ... oh well... hehe she sounds nice... i don't know what to reply in that email... haha sorry but this email really excites me cause it just amplifies the fact that this is becoming so real... other than the fact that my mum cries over ice cubes... yes she's emo... now you know why i'm emo too :)...

but either way i have a feeling i'm going to meet her this sunday at the HKU students meeting... where i'll meet all the other HKU students, their alumni and my professors... i'm nervous .. what should i wear ... maybe i'll where a dress... or should i go with my usual slacks... need advice people... lol...

oh i went to sy's farewell at mcd yesterday ... it was fun but sad at the same time... i realised that sy is older than paul not in terms of age but in the sense that i know her longer than paul...

we met in mandarin class when we were like 4 or 5 ... we went to the same tadika which was tadika diana, we went to the same primary school which was SK TTDI (1) and then we went to the same high school SMKBUD(4) and then we went to the same college which was Taylor's college and now we're both going to different uni's on different continents... its just sad... but thank goodness for the inventions of modern tech...

love you girl ..

Rehearsals, Two Friends & A Little Red Book

I went to watch the rehearsals for my ex school's malam bakat and i have to say it brings back so much memories... i miss performing i really do but i hanged up my dancing shoes the moment i finished form 5... but hey who knows i might take them out when i go to hk... they have a dance club :) but i don't know why i guess along the way my taste in dance has changed... well i'm more keen to learn things like salsa and stuff more than u know the usual hip and hop and stuff... haha but we'll see how it goes....

haha i liked the whole atmosphere... actually.. it was like a clashing of the titans... cause there were like hip hoppers at one side and then at the other end you'll see ballerina's practicing their routine and then at a distance you can hear the violinist tuning her instrument... haha i don't know why but i loved the atmosphere where all the arts come together... i wanted to go to an arts school when i was younger but the closest i ever got to it was my ballet dance lesson... lol... oh well.. maybe He has other plans... and to be honest i can see it slowly unfolding before my eyes...

either way i'm really looking forwad to friday night ... i'm excited cause this will be the first time i'm actually going to sit down and watch the show ... haha i've performed every year so this is going to be a first ... I already have a few faves that i'm keeping an eye out for that night :)... there's a lot a of variety this year i'm surprised that i've already got faves... x)

haha guess whose this :) .. its my friend david woon from melbourne... i can't believe he actually came remembered to visit me after 2 years... lol.. it was so much fun catching up with him and sharing stuff with him like the old days lol... we decided to hit the swings...

haha i swung higher of course... yeah after talking to me for a while david decided to introduce me to stephanie for some reason he felt that it was right... it was so random... stephanie's really nice... and pretty ~~~ sorry guys no picture i forgot to snap one with her... so i told her my story and she introduced me to a little red book :)...

i'm actally really glad that she did... cause right now i have a clearer picture of stuff... but either way i'm not going to jump into it head first... i still want to check the depth and try my best to do it right... i understand why my friends are really concern with me in this issue... i do and yes its a valid q... which is why i'm second guessing cause well i'm not 100% confident but then again u can never be a 100% confident with anything... but i know that if He has signed the papers for me i'll definitely do it ... its just a matter of time... like stephanie said its like taking a leap of faith...

Transformers, Chicken Kamemashi, House Sushi & A Friend...

I finally found someone to watch Transformers with me ... finally after scrolling my entire contact list in my hp... someone came around and he was like have u watched transformers then i was noooo...

anyway transformers is so cool :) i cannot stop having that smile after watching that movie.. i'm just glad that i finally got a chance to satisfy my cravings for transformers and chicken kamemashi ... hehe...

transformers was so cool.. except for the part where they killed the tiger look a like decepticon... it was like nooooo ~~~ the kitty dieded... but oh well... from a geeks point of view the part where shia went to heaven and saw the ancient primes .. was so cool but from a normal persons point of view it'll be like so lame... autobots have a heaven too... xP but my geekness got the best of me and i was like thats so cool... but for some reason the fallen prime looked like an alien... well until optimus prime went and ripped his entire face off... either way the movie rocks... i feel like watching it again lol...

chicken kamemashi... haha its from sakae sushi...

it looks like a house so cute.... xP

oh something funny happened... i was showing ben the picture look it looks like a house then he looked at my phone when the sushi was just directly in front of him... then he realised eh the sushi is here... then he looked at the real sushi... lol...