Gearing Up For Battle

hello

the tittle sounds so yeng x) ok i'm just syoking sendiri...

i feel mentally tired right now... this is all you fault *points at you*

i bet you did this... ok sorry for the wackyness got high stress levels right now...

finals begin on monday

very nervous right now....

anyways time to light the torch and let the games begin :)

doesn't that phrase remind you of the olympics?

see you all after the finals ... will probably be blogging about prom night in the next post... x) hehe ...

bye all

-natalie-

My Life As A Taylor's College Student

College has ended and this rather long post is a glimpse of what i can remember of my first memorable moment or you can say first day of college

10 months ago, i stepped into taylor's college for the first time as a taylorian and enrolled myself in one of the most gruelling and mentally challenging courses i have ever done. i embraced myself for my first day of college the whole time wondering if my outfit and everything was alright cause they first thing people are bound to notice is my clothes. but in the end logic kicked in and i was like bahhh people should like me for me screw first impressions not like i care ...

so i head towards the room allocated for my class g10.

now i bet all of you are wondering wait isn't she from g11 wait listen first ....

so opened the door and all i could see where humans with XX chromosomes just like me and none of them where from KL and i was like dude wheres all the guys.... So i went through my timetable and i was like YES ! psychology first YEAH man oh snap then maths ... but no matter ...

so i tried my best to make do with the situation and turn to the girl next to me and started a conversation. To my suprise elizabeth and i had a lot in common... then suddenly in the middle of college my dad called and asked me to transfer from a bio, chem , esl , maths and psychology class to a class with bio, chem , esl , maths and accounts instead saying that its for my own good and so on forth ( i bet you guys remember why...). so after college i met with huey ren and talked to her about it so in the end with both went to the sam office and asked for a change of class....

So next day i got a call and it turns out that they do have a sport for me in you guessed it G11... so i immediately called ethan and he told me awesome quick come to bio lab 3 ... then i was like ok .. so i rushed to the lab

and i opened the door *jeng jeng jeng* and i saw Mrs Kalpana who later on turned out to be fav lecturer x) and i looked at the rest of the class and i say ethan smiling and i smiled back.. and i was like why this class got so lil boys but nvm its better then my last class... i bet you guys are wondering why does natalie ang sue li want so many guys in her class. well its because natalie ang sue li came from a class with more boys then girls and knew how to socialize with boys much better then girls.... and later on huey ren popped into class and i was like yay my best friend is here x)

so later on during the second class ethan who was the only person i knew in that class then introduced me to estee lauder and i was like serious ar her name is like that brands name(sorry for the jackuness) and he started laughing and told me the real name later on and then jeng jeng i remembered my first encounter with nick cheong he came up and shook my hand and introed himself to me and i remember ethan smirking haha ... who knew nick would ended up being my bestest friend in class...

as days passed by i met more and more friends i can still remember the first girl i talked to in that class was lynndy lim who invited me for lunch x) thanks sweetheart ... and then there were so many other memorable outings... like the restoran talipon outing and the sunway lagoon outing and all that ( sorry no pictures lazy to upload) ....

oh this is the conversation that i remember the most x) try guessing who the guy is

mr x: why are you so antisocial

haha i bet mr x knows who he is ...

awyz i really miss g11 a lot

sorry i can't write more cause i'm rushing for time (parents set time limit) awyz....

MeSsaGe for G11 Mates
Thank you so much for playing a big role in my life this year. please know that each of you have played a significant role in molding me to become who i'am right now. cause when i first entered class i was lost i was suffering from so many emotional problems and you've guys have helped me regain my socializing skills and etc.. thank you so much for making me smile guys. i hope i have not done anything wrong to yous guys if i have sorry ! and as we go on forth in our life please don't forget me guys cause i know i'll never forget you all :) thank you so much for everything . i will miss you all bye byes

ps: natalie has found her prom dress x) and sorry i took so long to write this x)

pss: good luck to all the SAM students for the finals...

Separation Is Only Part Of Life

Like snow that melts in winter

we were just not mean to be

like a tree and a little bird

we were meant to part once we've spread my wings and fly away

hey all

i feel so emo right now... there are so many things that are about to come to and end... sooner or later before i know it the people that i have spent most of my times this year are about to fly to different parts of the earth mainly australia ... then who knows the friendship that i've had with them will become no more as it is very hard to maintain contact with people from different time zones.

I know it is as i too have lost contact with one of my dear friends who was my best friend since kindergarden... but oh well i guess there will come a time when things will end whether we want it or not cause there just no way of stopping the inevitable....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA * screams at the open sea* My finals are just around the corner.... (yes nicholas cheong i know where your hiding.... muahaha i shall come and find you soon and probably join you x] )its scary....nyeh i thought i just registered for SAM yesterday *looks at all the stuff Taylor's college gave on orientation day like the map, and student handbook too...* sobs....

Now i'll have to go to a new environment and start all over again but i guess life's just full of changes and i'll have to deal with it (yes, i think i've grown up quite a bit during this year) .... i think i'm going to miss college a lot ok... not all of taylors probably not the bus rides.... and the smelly drains and the dirty air in subang jaya ( subang always has a lot of traffic)....

I still have a dillemma right now.... other than my studies that is.... hehe x) its a girly kind of dillemma.... what am'i suppose to wear to prom.... i've got no time to shop... my exam ends smack a day before prom so saddening right... i mean like why? Saachi's one ends a week before prom plenty of time to find a date and a suit and so those nick ... so unfair... i mean i could wear the last dress i wore to prom but it would be nicer if i could get a new one... nyeh i must solve this crisis soon enough... somebody please help me...

oh yeah i've already heard and watched the new britney spear's video for her new song womenizer x) its a really nice and upbeat song ... me like it lotsy... hehe x) yes i like britney spears.... i think i still have the notebooks in which i used to write all her lyrics in before... and i've sang one of her songs for a singing competition before... i think i sang lucky x) but sadly i didn't won but no matter there will be plenty of other singing competitions to enter and maybe win x)

i've got to go now

toodles everyone

ps: don't you think that we are in fact the architects of our own destruction ... well it does make sense doesn't it ? after we are the ones that decide what are we to do in life ... we all create our own chances ... or was it luck whatever two face said.. it htink nick should know ... nick what did he say exactly again ? hehe ..

bye all

-natalie-

Keeps Getting Better

hello

for some reason i'm feeling this song...

it makes me want to go and have fun... :)

Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now

I'll make it sweet on the lips as it can knock you out

Shut up I don't care what you say

Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way

Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet

And you'll be loving it

Some days I'm a super bitch

Up to my old tricks

But it won't last forever

Next day I'm your super girl

Out to save the world

And it keeps gettin' better

Hold on Keeps gettin' better

Hold on Keeps gettin' better

In the blink of an eye

In the speed of the light

I'll hold the universe up

And make your planets collide

When I strap on my boots

And I slip on my suit

You see the vixen in me

Becomes an angel for you

awyz back to the study table bye all....

ps: should i remove my cbox? let me know ... hehe bb

Stress

Now I've come to cry

Shed your skin to rest my naked eye

And criticize

All that I implore

Seems to be one foot outside that door

Coming between me and waking

Underneath the corset of your mystery

Piece by piece undress you from your history

I'm sleeping with seclusion in sweet disarray

You can go heavy on me

And I will not weigh you down, down, down

You can be steady and clean

I can take it

Heavy on me

And I will not weigh you down

Born unto this pride

Silence is something you can't hide

You can't deny us

Nothing has been said

Yet so many words have filled my head

Now they completely surround me

Tie the lines of honest conductivity

Caught between the center of our gravity

I don't have that much time to burn anymore

hey all

like the lyrics?... i think i have rekindled my love for holly brook all over again... i love her songs...awyz i finally used the internet after so many days and was suprised at the many updates i have missed from everyones blog... lolz.. oh well i'm feeling really tired i need to do soemthing relaxing maybe a deep tissue massage or sometthing ... nah maybe tomorrow...

anyways stress levels are running high.. ethan tempted me to it with the rest of the class today cause it was half price for ladies only x) and it was a buffet at jagoya (don't know the spelling sorry)... sadness ler... oh well anyways

stress makes people say and do crazy things x) here are a few examples

*this conversation took place today it was caused by severe stress and deprivation of sleep and no i didn't say any of these*

scenario a

a: oh cool what's a starwood privellage card
b: yeah its a card that lets you eat anywhere in starhill for 50% off
a: awesome ...
suddenly
a: is hollywood a country ?

*b,c,d and e stare in amazement lolz.... *

c: eh then where's bollywood a?
a: ummm i think its its a place in india lolz....

scenario b

a: let's play a word game. i will say a word and the you'll have to say a word which starts with the same last alphabet of the word i said earlier
b,c,d: ok
a: pot
b: teapot
c: POOP!

All stared at amazement....

scenario c
a: eh b, what do you think chinatown is since u thought hollywood was a country ?
b: ummm its a kopitiam right?

LOLZ.....

see ladies and gentlemen what stress does to your mind... it twist and turns every bit of knowledge we have in our grey matter until we cannot comprehand simple questions....

anyways i came across a lot of old things yesterday while cleaning up my cabinet... some brought back good memories some just made me mad at some people ( its not who you think it is... trust me)... it made me felt disgusted about what i have done in my past but its ok people learn from their mistakes and i'm human so i will someday ... until then bye bye

-natalie-

Something To Make Me Smile

hello

my apology's for the last emo post ... it was depression... sorry ... awyz it makes people smile when they see the things they like and the pictures your about to see is to help counter the numerous baby pics on my blog ... and to make me smile x)

all my G11 mates ... (couldn't find a pic where i looked ok sorry )

my high school friends

patrick dempsey

daniel craig

ryan seacrest

pierce bosnan

Eric Bana

Jake gyllenhaal

johnny depp

i can hear lynndy screaming

now for some of the asians x)

can't remmeber most of their names...

ron ng

Kelvin cheung

now for the cute stuff

hehehe cute leh x)... awyz i shall do another pic post soon... to avoid wordy post lolz... i got to go

bye

Love Remains The Same

hello

right now i feel so freaking tired but i'am unable to shut a eye in fears that my nightmare will become a reality once i open my eyes....

i know i need to study but i can't bring myself to do so... its like i'm too tired to do anything right now... somethings wrong i know it

i can feel it creeping up from behind me slowly wrapping its cold bone like fingers around me waiting to consume me whole...

pushing me into a black hole that i cannot get out off...

sighs this is life
a last it'll all be over soon...

but will i ever escape this cold dark void?

Half the time the world is ending

Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that

I Had anymore to give

You're pushing me so far

Here I am without you

Drink to all that we have lost

Mistakes we have made

Everything will change

But love remains the same

So much more to say

So much to be done

Don't you trick me out

We shall overcome

It's all left still to play

Ps : good luck to all my a-level friends with their exams :) don't worry su yee you can do it you can do further maths :)... and all my form 3 friends with their PMR ;)

pss: i'm trying to smile but it feels wrong... everything seems so blur now...

Next Plane Home

hello



the stress is building up the determination to do better is starting after having being defeated by so many people crushed stab and hit by the head that is... i think that should tell you how bad my results are huh ?...





i shall work hard for the finals... its officially less than a month a way... the nervousness wei... i really need to do well.. no doubt that i won't be going to uni and will be here doing acca but i still want to do well... so that at least i can look back on this and go man i rock ! x) i have always believe that no matter what you do and if will not gain much from a certain experiences you must always give it you 110%... i think it was something that my mum thought me from little ...





awyz... i don't know when my next update will be since i have to really bernerding nerding from now on until nov 18... and even if i update it'll probably short lil updates about how i want some to kill me or something due to the high stress levels i'm experiencing... i hope i don't kill anyone in the process...





Awyz there's a song stuck in my head right now...

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor

I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door

I'm like an alley cat

Drink the milk up I want more

You make me wanna

You make me wanna scream

it makes me want to jump up and down in the air... i don't know why maybe its just the beat... oh here's another song that i think is nice... oh and the video is super cute x)

And I'm so lonely you're not here with me

That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

And you're you're the only face I wanna see

That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

Stand around try to make every moment

And be somebody yeah anybody

It seems the whole world is taking me over

I need somebody to help me get back to you

And I've always been a million miles away

But things are gonna change

I just wanna come home

Awyz i can feel all the wth voices coming right now... lookie its my baby nephew(from 1 week 1 day old post) again this time he has a name his name is Lai Yong Jien

his so lucky that he gets to just eat and sleep... wait for me ya yong jien aunty natalie will go and visit you in alor setar sometime next month when you one month old ok? wait ar.... in the mean time yong jien you must dream of your sexy aunty ok? good yong jien.... Don't know why i typed this...

ok i have to go now bye readers

ps: good luck to all sam people for the finals

pss: natalie wants to eat sushi...

What Did Natalie Do Today?

haha hello

not like anyone would want to know what i did today but whatever its my blog anyway...

my mum's in a wedding right now and i'm rotting at home awaiting for college to start ok fine i'm not exactly like all yay!! college is going to start i'm sort of worried about my results and everything but on the plus side i get to do something ....

my whole hols has been pretty eventless.... i missed my workout today i hope my trainer doesn't kill me when he comes and check up on me next week.... nyeh awyz what did natalie do today ... well she cooked today muahahaha natalie can cook and no i didn't burn anything ... :) she cooked pasta with her sister nicole ... here's some pictures...

ze pasta ... its ribbons cute leh x)

my sister doing her part in the cooking...

ze final product...

i know i know u don't believed i cooked right ? well my sister was lazy to take pics of me cooking so nyeh ask her haha...

other than that natalie also did some arts and craft hehe....and found them very relaxing i don't know why i guess i'm just weird... lol... the rest of the day natalie spent watching tv eating sleeping and stoning... yes i have such a wonderful life... lolz.. i want to relax as much as i can before i go back to college... where i face sleepless nights all over again .... :(

oh yeah this are some of the pic's from my darling lw's birthday and zean's birthday too sorry for the long wait hehe...

Me and the birthday girl

The sisterhood x)

which is an institution based on the tight sisterly bonds between 4 girls from different walks of life....

the ex sk ttdi(1)'s.... and oh yeah the dude with the 7 inches shirt(zean) was the birthday boy of that evening hehe x)

for more pics pls proceed to lw's and sy's blog for pics on the bday hehe... and i'm sorry zean but i didn't manage to get a photo with you ... you were too busy being high... hehe ...i bet some of u are going finally pics of adult humans and not babies...

awyz moving on i would like to blog about my beloved sister in her honour... for those of you who don't know how she looks like go and scroll up and look at the pic above x)... hehe let see what an i say about her ...

my sister is a very nice person and unfortunately some people take advantage of her and constantly ask her to do stuff for them until she has no time at all to do her own stuff... sometimes i just feel like telling those kind of people off cause i know she's too nice to do so... but even though shes too nice she also has her fierce side which is what she has to show in school as she is the assistant head prefect in her school... she is pretty and intelligent and definitely one to look out for in the future...

ok i think thats about it... after this post gets too long.... so bye all

ps : the song reminds me of something... x)

You change your mind

Like a girl changes

Yeah you, PMS

Like a bitch

I would know
And you over think

Always speak

Crypticly

I should know

That you’re no good for me
Cause you’re hot then you’re cold

You’re yes then you’re no

You’re in then you’re out

You’re up then you’re down

You’re wrong when it’s right

It’s black and it’s white

we fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

(You) You don’t really want to stay, no

(But you) But you don’t really want to go-o

You’re hot then you’re cold

You’re yes then you’re no

You’re in and you’re out

You’re up and you’re down

Down, down, down, down, down

Down, down, down, down, down…
We used to be

Just like twins

So in sync

The same energy

Now's a dead battery

Used to laugh bout nothing

Now your plain boring
I should know that

You’re not gonna change

Nephew From Singapore

hello

lol... it looks like baby boom season isn't it?

Oh btw this is a different one from the previous .... :)

hello :) whata re you looking at?

Too much noise ...

MUMMY ME HUNGRY !!!

moving on

Anyways i feel so left out right now... i should be eating with my G11 mates now but instead i'm here... sighs oh well there will be other outings i guess... hehe

i hope i get to go prom shopping soon any suggestions on colours anyone? its autumn colour dress code... but i don't mind not following the dress code so yeah ...

Oh yeah , mental note purchase springy bracelet from padini concept store x) hehe .... i think its really cute sorry for my weirdness

i know this post doesn't amke sense but whatever... hehe ....

oh yeah i hope no one is having problems reading my post anymore ;) let me know if you are

bye all

Now At 1 Week 1 Day Old

hello readers of natalie's blog...

I'am natalie's newest nephew. I'm the same as the one in the previous post :) I'am now sleeping and dreaming of my sexy aunty natalie x). in case your wondering i'am now one week and one day old. do you think this clothes looks too big for me? well it was my grandma lucy's idea to put on this 3-6 months old clothes. anyways i want to go back to sleep now. bye bye :)