Sunday, December 28, 2008

Don't You Know ? You Take my Breath Away...

hello world

the other day i saw one of my dance show and there was one particular dance that really got my attention... it was a couple dancing together so romantically i think they were doing the rhumba it was so freaking romantic ... maybe it'll happen to me someday sometime some way ... i can dream can't i? ... awyz i'll leave u to imagine i bet u'll know the song...



Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame
(my fav verse)

Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love

Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones


Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid

Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching every motion
In this foolish lovers game
Haunted by the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames

Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love



Take my breath away
Take my breath away
its so romantic isn't it....
-natalie-

Friday, December 26, 2008

9ine Balls

hello

i bet your wondering whats up with the title *smirks.. lolz.. its just cute lil balls filled with beans like stuff toys :) their very cute x) their called stress balls.... Joanne introduced them to me back when one of her friends gave her one to destress her .... i bought 9 cause i couldn't decide which one to keep on the spot... but due to the Christmas spirit i have given 5 of them away :)... I'm sure the 5 people know who they are ... OK fine the four people cause i haven't gave one of them to the 5Th person yet... awyz here are my ball friends...

The family of nine balls

This is Mr. cool

Mr. Cool : yo , whats up ? i know i'm too cool to watch TV i should be on TV instead x)
Mr. cool is the biggest brother of the family . He constantly wears his shades even when he sleeps cause when he was younger he kind of glued it to his ears with good ol elephant glue
what a silly boy...

this is Mr Ermmmm

Mr Ermmm loves football but he is currently thinking should i bet on Man Utd for the game tonight ?and he always goes Ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Mr Sparkles

Mr Sparkles is always purple cause he often gets a bruise from all the falling, tripping and hitting that he gets into. Hence, he sees a lot of stars all the time x)
Mr Smiley

He smile all the time cause there is nothing that can ever turn his smile upside down x) ... he has a very good sense of humour too. and his yellow~~~ due to the brightness of his smile...
This is Mr Cheeky and Miss Sweetie
Mr Cheeky likes Miss Sweetie .... thats why their together and doesn't he look horny?
He reminds me a lot of yee lian... lolz.. x)
Mrs Sweetie is such a sweetheart and is the only girl in this bunch . She likes to have tea and heat strawberry cookies...
Mr Ermmmm and Mr Opps
Mr Opps is very very dark / black due to the fact that he accidently burned himself when he was younger hehe just like Saachi....
The blackness reminds me of someone ... any clues?
Mr Greedy
He eats a lot... Which would explain why his constantly surrounded by food....

Mr Mischievous

He likes to hide and observe people....

see what i mean....

awyz thats all for now bye all

-natalie-

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Tertiary Entrance Rank (TER)

hello

i couldn't sleep last night

i was nervous

i was scared

and this worsen when someone told huey ren that international students will get a lower TER than aussie students... it scared the hell out of me and i started going why didn't i migrate to aus... which was stupid

but in the end i got tired and fell asleep even when i shut my eyes i was still well barely awake... and then i woked up cause i received and sms from my sweetheart hr and i looked at the time and went wasn't someone suppose to wake me up?

so i logged in but i had probs so tried resetting the silly thing and finally got in... my pulse was speeding as it raced to catch up with the beat of my heart....

when the page finally load i saw 75 .... but it was the university aggregate so its the wrong one then i saw the real one... guess what i got?

i got the TER that i wanted...if u were listening to what i was telling you in the beggining of the year when you asked me what my goal was you would know if you didn't then too bad x) hehe... yay !!!! i'm so freaking estatic right now x)

this means something dear to me cause earlier in the year whenever i told anyone i was doing SAM they gave the wtf look or the just cough or give me this-girl-just-ruined-her-life-look .... so yeah... whatever i don't need any haters.... awyz kanye west new song is nice x)

bye world...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Pretty Drink Garnishes

hello world

i don't know whats wrong with me i think i've found a new obsession hehe ... pretty right ? i don't know why i'm so fascinated .... must be the prettyness.... x) saw the aritcle on msn and i got hooked immediately... enjoy...




































pretty leh? awyz i got to go bye all

ps: sam results coming out aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....


-natalie-


















































Wednesday, December 10, 2008

A...GU~

hello world

thanks to this video i'am now a big fan of the world a...gu~~~~~

watch to find out why ... x)

see i told you... i bet you like him now too

got to go bye

-natalie-

Monday, December 8, 2008

Baby Toe, Blisters, Coins, Push, Throat Pain...

hello

I've had a very very bad set of calamities for the past few days....

it all started in pavillion... i was walking as usual minding my business and suddenly my foot with such precision rammed into my dads sports shoes causing a collision with my baby toe and the stupid shoe.... it was ok it hurt for a while but it was ok then somehow one way or another my foot managed to repeat the same incident again.... what a bummer right? so right now my baby toe on my left foot is unbendable cause it hurts when i bend it ... i feel shorter now because i can't wear high heels now... i think my high heels feel neglected....

incident no. 2... so my mum called and told me she felt like eating doughnuts... she was having her cravings... so i was like ok.... so i rushed to 1u wearing my cheap rm5 slippers from thailand which were not natalie friendly for some reason no one else had problems with it except me... i came back having a blister on my right foot... wtheck right? now both feet are injured so i can't wear sport shoes to prevent anything from happening to them... so i'am only left with my ipanema slippers... (sorry high heels mummy will be back soon)

so there was this other incident.... i was buying food in the food court at pavillion ... the cashier lady was passing me back the change and for some freaking reason the stupid coin slipped out of my hand and fell into the chilli sauce... i'am praying so hard that the coin won't be able to react with the chilli sauce and form some poison or something.... and to make it worst some people were actually still taking that chilli sauce some taking two lil sauce plates (whatever their called).. i felt so bad after that ...

incident no. 4 this one i don't know why on earth i was so blur... i entered some shop in 1u the other day and thought everything in that shop looked so cute and nice.... but in the end i didn't buy anything so i left the shop and pushed the glass door.... after pushing for quite some i heard a sound like someone was using their nails to scratch a chalkboard and realize it was coming from the door... i don't know what caused it until i saw the sign on the door that said push... =.=' right? too make matters even worst when we passed by that shop again my sister said that the guy in the shop was checking the door to see if it was alright... i felt so bad after that but what can i do ..i think i've been banned from that shop.... nyeh ... :(...

incident no 5... i think i've caught the germ from my sister.. so now i'm down with a flu which the idiotic phlegm has moved to my throat and it hurts rather badly right now... i'm under meds again... to think the flu couldn't get worst and i've been sleeping with the fan for the past few days already and trust me its not so easy to sleep with the fan when your not used to sleeping under warm conditions....

so in conclusion... life really really sucks right now.... i need like something to get rid of the pain my my throat right now... cause it hurts everytime i swallow saliva or something... anyways the fact that my life has not been going nicely has knocked all the joy out of me and i'm starting to turn back into my emo self again... this is bad ...

*thinks about pixies and fairies * :)
- ice cream.....
-cake...
-swimming
-the beach...

" The clock ticks much slower when your not around "


anyways i got to go bye bye

-natalie-

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Words With Meaning

hey

poetry has always fascinated me since i was a little girl because they always seem to rhyme ... i know i'm weird but i couldn't help it ok ? so one of my favourite poets is Robert Frost . i bet some of you already know him as his poem fire and ice is featured in the book eclipse in the twilight series by stephanie meyer... if you don't believe me go and check and see x) and you might know him as welll as we did one of his poems during our high school years (The Road Not Taken) i remember reciting that poem in front of class during form 1 for my ulbs...

Robert Frost

"At times bittersweet, sometimes ironic, or simply marveling at his surroundings, one can also see autobiographical details in Frost’s works; he suffered devastating losses in his life including the untimely deaths of his sister, two of his children and his wife. He knew the soul’s depths of psychic despair but was also capable of delighting in birch trees ‘loaded with ice a sunny winter morning’. While memorialising the rural landscape, vernacular, culture and people of New England in his traditional verse style, his poems also transcend the boundaries of time and place with metaphysical significance and modern exploration of human nature in all her beauty and contradictions. Though not without his critics, millions of readers the world over have found comfort and profound meaning in his poetry and he has influenced numerous other authors, poets, musicians, and playwrights into the 21st Century."

His Poems...


Flower-Gathering
I left you in the morning,
And in the morning glow,
You walked a way beside me
To make me sad to go.
Do you know me in the gloaming,
Gaunt and dusty gray with roaming?
Are you dumb because you know me not,
Or dumb because you know?
All for me And not a question
For the faded flowers gay
That could take me from beside you
For the ages of a day?
They are yours, and be the measure
Of their worth for you to treasure,
The measure of the little while
That I've been long away.
Fireflies in the Garden
Here come real stars to fill the upper skies,
And here on earth come emulating flies,
That though they never equal stars in size,
(And they were never really stars at heart)
Achieve at times a very star-like start.
Only, of course, they can't sustain the part.
The Freedom of the Moon
I've tried the new moon tilted in the air
Above a hazy tree-and-farmhouse cluster
As you might try a jewel in your hair.
I've tried it fine with little breadth of luster,
Alone, or in one ornament combining
With one first-water start almost shining.
I put it shining anywhere I please.
By walking slowly on some evening later,
I've pulled it from a crate of crooked trees,
And brought it over glossy water, greater
,And dropped it in, and seen the image wallow,
The color run, all sorts of wonder follow.
anyway thats just a few of them ... he has many works ... My favourite is my butterfly...
thats all for now bye everyone..
-natalie-