Memo To All

Today was suppose to be the happiest day in my life ... but i got an unexpected call which brought news of despair, sorrow and anger... the call cut me very very deep till i could not feel the pain all over my body due to the fact that i have been in pain for the past few days... my jaw, neck, arm and ankle hurt... no i'm not lying they have been hurting...

to be honest i felt insulted by the call... and now i can never ever be nice to the person who called me... there is no way i can ever find a way or reason to forgive this person... and as far as i'm concern that person is dead in my book... well if you want to know i'll never tell you but you can ask that person in sydney he would know...

not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah
Uh Huh
that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying
I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

You get my drift?

I'm A Brunette Who Wants A Green Scarf ...

hello

this post is going to make me sound blonde even when i'm actually a brunette...

you know what i just realized that i found my green scarf last sunday... i don't know why it took so long for it to hit me in the face.... but now its like i'm debating whether to buy it or not... i don't know why i mean the lady was willing to sell it to me for only rm12-15 like that... why am'i even debating i means its like the green scarf...

ok lets analyze this properly...

why didn't it hit me until a week earlier ?

a. my brain is not functioning...

b. i haven't been thinking about it...

c. i'm just slow and blur (hopefully not..)

d. because i'm still looking for it...

you know what i think its b... i mean like recently i had lots to think about ... like which laptop to buy... ( i'm open for recommendations... *smiles while hoping that someone would answer my plea *) and then what kind of shoe to buy because i just realised that i'll have no shoe to wear to hong kong because all of them are open toed... so if i wear those my toes will freeze and might fall off like the poor pirate's toes in pirates of the carribean 3 ... which is something that i don't want... i love my toes ok... and then i have to think about how many turtle necks to buy and other clothes... and then i have to think about which medicine i should bring to hk because i'll surely fall sick... and then from there i have to think how to get it through the customs... because i heard hk customs are really really strict... and the list goes on...

see how much thinking goes on in my tiny pea sized brain...

why am'i debating with myself whether to buy the green scarf....

i think its because i just blew 3 months worth of salary on my phone which i now claim it as a 3 year investment and a basic human right :).... so don't ask me why i spend so much on a handphone mind you i didn't change my phone for 7 years... nokia is so tahan lasak...

and another reason is because i'm short on cash... so i have to find a way to get some... lets review the options...

a. go to bank

b. ask daddy

c. ask mummy

d. find another sponsor...

you know what i like option b and c better :) hehe... but seriously why am'i debating with myself whether to buy it or not this is so freaking stupid... once i buy it i just need the boots , the right jacket and the agnes b mall.... * smiles while imagining....

isn't it pretty... wait for me agnes b... i will come soon with my green scarf i hope...

anyway i just realised that one of hku's partner universities is unsw.... so are you thinking what i'm thinking... *Smirks

i just realise that i can go to disneyland hong kong *squels with excitement

i just realise i can see princess jasmine *smiles widely

i just realise that i would be the oldest person greeting the princesses in disneyland excluding the mummies and daddies and aunty and uncles there and nannies... damn... oh well nevermind...

i'm keeping my fingers crossed that the uni will make a field trip there... *keeping fingers crossed*

-natalie-

Upgrade

Hello

I finally upgraded my handphone haha... its not the latest model but it did burn away 3 months worth of my salary.... anyways I bought a N79....hehe

You guys don't need an image right? haha ...

Anyway I'm still waiting for someone to teach me how to text in cantonese... anyone?

Girly Financial Woes

' So much time , so many things to buy but so little money '

Lately I have an itch to go shopping. i don't know why but my hands are itchy.... really really itchy... it became worst today when i bought my cleo magazine and saw all the ads and new collections of some of my favourite brands...

and you know the sad part i got my allowance today and then i realize i can't use it because i need to get a new handphone.... so its kind of sad... and not only that i have to think about all the things i have to buy so that i can survive in hong kong which mostly revolves around winter clothing because its going to be autumn going to be winter once i reach there...

hehe i feel excited... i can imagine myself with my green scarf and black boots walking the streets of hong kong heading to the Agnes B flagship store ... with the wind blowing and scarf dancing in the wind... and me being loaded with cash... oh how i wish that would happen... oh well if only such dreams can come true...

oh i realise something when i go to hong kong i might have to learn how to text in cantonese .. so... does anyone know how to do that ? i need lessons... help?