bittersweet impressions: Those good old days

hey all

I realised today how much time can really pass someone in their lifetime. in a blink of the eye i'm already in college in a new chapter of my life. its been one heck of a ride. one ride that had its up and down but it was one amazing ride. one that i wouldn't mind having to do all over again with everything in it. Life is amazing. all though it may be hard and life will punch you right in the face it is still amazing. i have met so many amazing people in my life all whom who have thought me many lessons all which i still remember till today and to them i will always owe my gratitude.

i believe that

when life gives you lemons

you shouldn't make lemonade
you should throw a durian back at it

i'm going to be 18 in august and university applications will be open and soon i'll be leaving kl to the land down under and will be all on my own. i won't have my comfort zone or my sisters or my parents to back me up anymore. its scary. when i think about it i feel like a lil kid lost in the busy streets of new york. But yet the thought of leaving the country to begin another chapter in my life is exciting. i'll feel lost and yes i'll stumble on some stones along the way but hey my mother built me strong. those of you who know me will know how strong i really am'i.

i'll miss everything here the most will probably be my loved ones. all those memories... sighs... but sooner or later the day will come but who knows maybe someday we'll all get another shot...