Nasi Lemak Revelations...

After being at home for about a month now
I just realise I haven't eaten that one thing that 've been craving for when I was in hk
My favourite Nasi Lemak Cikgu

*insert nasi lemak picture here*

I don't know why i never suggested that to my parents...
I should have they would have moved mountains to get me some
Cause they want me to gain weight :)

I realise that I always say that i want to do something but i never got around to doing it
cause most of the time I forget about it or i keep delaying it cause i know i can do it tomorrow...

oh well

My short break is up time to get back to work :)

The Tiny Things...

I have long heard that we should be happy with everything no matter how tiny that thing is....

Well this post is about how one of the tiny things in life makes me happy :)

I have been interning since 1st of June only to realise that the life of an auditor is rather boring, static and dry. I've spoken to my parents about it but only to be adviced to give it another shot and to take it with an open mind .

I won't say that I don't find it boring anymore I still do but something that involves auditing made me happy recently :)

Yesterday I did a FAR report for the company I was assigned to... It was tedious and dry and boring... did I mention boring ? but the happy part was that I got to put my name on the report :)

Some of you may think that its something thats not worth being so excited about but i like being recognized for my work esspecially when a lot of sweat has been put into it... So hence, being able to put my name and my initials on the report is like a small recognition of all my effort which involves going through all the documents to find supportings for the figures and carrying a lot and lots of files up and down the stairs with high heels and doing overtime for the past week....

Hehe now you know why I have a smile on my face :)

I Would Have Shed Tears

I read an article today about how neither north korea and south korea are not ready to go to war despite the fact that both sides hate each others guts...

It made me think about what would happen if the people i knew who underwent army or national service were suddenly called up for war...

I shudder at the thought really.... but then later realise how silly it was to think of such thoughts... :)

Back to work...

Enjoying Me Time...

Throughout our entire lives some of us are not that fortunate to lead life the way we want too while others are lucky enough to be given the chance to do so...

I've been lucky enough to have gotten the chance to lead my life the way I want partially... with a little persuassion and some suggestions from my family and friends about how I should lead my life though...

But recently I have come to realise that the life I am leading is not something I actually really really really want anymore... I still want it but not as badly as Ive wanted it before... why? because sometimes all the work that goes into getting it is not exactly the most enjoyable thing to do... not only is it enjoyable but involves a lot of sacrifices... my happiness and health being some of the things that i have had to sacrifice the pass few years...

So what do I want now? I just want to be able to enjoy the process of getting the life I want...

Starting with enjoying what could be my first and last summer holiday.
Thus, I'm currently in Singapore trying to relax and enjoy my summer as much as possible as I probably won't be able to for the next few years and also cause I haven't acually got a chance to fully enjoy it ... Other than that I also wanted some me time... Away from the daily hassles and stresses of life... Just for a tiny bit :)