You Make Things Easier...

Thanks for taking care of me when I was sick... :)

If Only He Knew...

If only you knew
what hides
what lurks behind the dark brown eyes
you see

If only you knew the face
the face you see in the mirror
every morning
every night

If only you could make your mind up
and realise that this is true
if only you knew what was growing inside
yearning for your soul

If only you knew what to do
then you wouldn't hide
you wouldn't be so torned
you wouldn't have to take long walks in the middle of the night

If only you knew that this would last
and you'll never have to find another
you'll never have to search the seven seas
or the stars in the sky

If only you knew that two is better than one
and you know its true that we can't live without each other...

I Will Not Bow ...

The world has its ways of turning my rollercoaster upside down and stopping it in its tracks...

The world also has a way of lifting me and putting me on cloud 9...

Something unexpected has happened recently

I won't say what happened but your welcome to guess :)

I might just tell you the answer...

It was like the autumn winds ...

It came and go as always

But unexpectedly it stayed this time ...

Hopefully it stays longer

And time will slow down

So that I can enjoy this breeze for a longer period of time...

Clueless, Emotionaless and Souless...

Between crossroads there I stood
Wondering which way to go

I took the path of another
Not one of my own

I'm walking now and i'm struggling
Its too dark
My eyes can't see

I don't have a light cause someone took it from me
I don't have hands to guide my way

I'm struggling
I'm falling
Into the unknown

A pit
or the bottom of the ocean

I don't care
as I feel the slippery cold hands of misery
Numb my pain

I used to have my feet on soft clouds
and the sun in my face

Where did it go?
I don't know

I know I'll pull through
I always do...

I'll float again sometime soon
But for now I'm just going to lie here
Clueless, emotionaless and souless...

Baby I'm Just So Over You...

Random scribbles when you day dream in class .....

Baby I can't live a lie
No more, We're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you

Can't you see that we can't mend
Whats broken my dear
Nothing but shattered glass on the floor right now
I'm tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too

Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you
Baby I'm just so over you
Baby i'm just so over you

Why did you do the things you did to me
The lies, where was the truth
Baby I won't denie that I still care for you
I do, after all we've been through
But I can't just do this anymore

I'm just so tired of you
Of all your games
And all the lies you told me too
Nothing but sweet mutterings
To pull me to you

Baby I can't live a lie
No more, we're through
This is me
I'm walking out the door
From you

Baby I'm just so over you
Baby I'm just so over you...