If This Isn't Love - Jennifer Hudson

hello

to be honest i'm very angry right now.. i have a lot of reasons but i'm not going to disclose the details here... So don't think of me of some angry hater kind of person ok? I'm now caught in the middle if i should go down to the south to sit for something that might make me look like a fool... eventhough i know that this oppurtunity which has been given to me is like a once in a lifetime oppurtunity but somehow or rather my heart is not in it...

i know that i should do this cause when...

'you've got one shot do not miss your chance to blow cause oppurtunity comes once in a lifetime'

but somehow or rather my heart is just not that.. i have to decide by this friday cause i have to inform the tribal council.. hopefully i'll decide soon cause its just around the corner...

Btw the song stated above reminds me of someone ... i bet you know who you are :)...

I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how muchI really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe

God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t loveL-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t Wanna share him with nobody
Not even knows
People that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only becauseI
t’s the only way I can describe, so

If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E,
oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh