Enjoying Me Time...

Throughout our entire lives some of us are not that fortunate to lead life the way we want too while others are lucky enough to be given the chance to do so...

I've been lucky enough to have gotten the chance to lead my life the way I want partially... with a little persuassion and some suggestions from my family and friends about how I should lead my life though...

But recently I have come to realise that the life I am leading is not something I actually really really really want anymore... I still want it but not as badly as Ive wanted it before... why? because sometimes all the work that goes into getting it is not exactly the most enjoyable thing to do... not only is it enjoyable but involves a lot of sacrifices... my happiness and health being some of the things that i have had to sacrifice the pass few years...

So what do I want now? I just want to be able to enjoy the process of getting the life I want...

Starting with enjoying what could be my first and last summer holiday.
Thus, I'm currently in Singapore trying to relax and enjoy my summer as much as possible as I probably won't be able to for the next few years and also cause I haven't acually got a chance to fully enjoy it ... Other than that I also wanted some me time... Away from the daily hassles and stresses of life... Just for a tiny bit :)

Its Been A Year...

I didn't realize what the date of today was until i looked at my hp today... and it shocked me as the thoughts of last year started playing in front of me again...

A year ago I received a phone call from australia... I felt a jolt of excitement but at the next moment i was in despair...

The events of that time hurt so much.... but i can say that now they don't mean anything to me...

Its been a year... and a lot has happened

a lot has changed...

Angels and Caffeine...

I won't lie

I am overwhelmed with the amount of work that I'm receiving

I won't lie

and say that I did not feel like jumping down

I won't lie

and say that I'm alright

I'll just say for now that with an angel looking out for me from high above

and with lots of caffeine ...

I think I can pull through...

You Peculiar Little Thing ...

A few weeks ago, during easter, i went back to cheng chau...

See how beautiful it is :) hehe ... more photo's in fb....

I went to ikea the other day and i thought i would get my meatballs in a plate....

And then last Saturday , I went to Madame Tussand's to hang with the likes of....

and i was shocked to find out that I was taller than Jay Chao :)

and then i realized how short i was after that....

haha off to bed

nighty night

Trying To Wrap My Head Around It...

My finals are in a month...

I have to :

1. Study for all of my 5 papers...

2. Finish all my Projects

3. Do all my Presentations

4. Get an internship

5. Do my visa

6. Pack my room for the summer...

It sounds so easy right now.... until you look at my planner ...

Sighs... baby i miss you....