Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Separation Is Only Part Of Life

Like snow that melts in winter
we were just not mean to be
like a tree and a little bird
we were meant to part once we've spread my wings and fly away

hey all

i feel so emo right now... there are so many things that are about to come to and end... sooner or later before i know it the people that i have spent most of my times this year are about to fly to different parts of the earth mainly australia ... then who knows the friendship that i've had with them will become no more as it is very hard to maintain contact with people from different time zones.

I know it is as i too have lost contact with one of my dear friends who was my best friend since kindergarden... but oh well i guess there will come a time when things will end whether we want it or not cause there just no way of stopping the inevitable....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA * screams at the open sea* My finals are just around the corner.... (yes nicholas cheong i know where your hiding.... muahaha i shall come and find you soon and probably join you x] )its scary....nyeh i thought i just registered for SAM yesterday *looks at all the stuff Taylor's college gave on orientation day like the map, and student handbook too...* sobs....

Now i'll have to go to a new environment and start all over again but i guess life's just full of changes and i'll have to deal with it (yes, i think i've grown up quite a bit during this year) .... i think i'm going to miss college a lot ok... not all of taylors probably not the bus rides.... and the smelly drains and the dirty air in subang jaya ( subang always has a lot of traffic)....

I still have a dillemma right now.... other than my studies that is.... hehe x) its a girly kind of dillemma.... what am'i suppose to wear to prom.... i've got no time to shop... my exam ends smack a day before prom so saddening right... i mean like why? Saachi's one ends a week before prom plenty of time to find a date and a suit and so those nick ... so unfair... i mean i could wear the last dress i wore to prom but it would be nicer if i could get a new one... nyeh i must solve this crisis soon enough... somebody please help me...

oh yeah i've already heard and watched the new britney spear's video for her new song womenizer x) its a really nice and upbeat song ... me like it lotsy... hehe x) yes i like britney spears.... i think i still have the notebooks in which i used to write all her lyrics in before... and i've sang one of her songs for a singing competition before... i think i sang lucky x) but sadly i didn't won but no matter there will be plenty of other singing competitions to enter and maybe win x)

i've got to go now

toodles everyone

ps: don't you think that we are in fact the architects of our own destruction ... well it does make sense doesn't it ? after we are the ones that decide what are we to do in life ... we all create our own chances ... or was it luck whatever two face said.. it htink nick should know ... nick what did he say exactly again ? hehe ..

bye all

-natalie-

1 comment:

Nick Cheong said...

The things we're faced with are never easy to deal with. And the best part (which is technically sometimes the worst part) is that we never know what's going to happen next. So I guess the best thing we can do is to take everything in our stride, and live life day to day as it comes (okay that's probably just what I'm doing) and yeah the phrase is "I/You make my/your own luck" which is technically, very true =)